life is just a bowl of pork chops

[co_tothe_jo]

what if this is just another hopeless thing my mind is set on.
what if my hopes have been lifted up so high and are gonna be smashed to pieces.
what if it wont happen.
what if i've lost it already.
what if i'm just this pathetic lost little thing waiting for nothing.
what if i've already screwed myself over.
what if this isnt fair to me.
what if
what if everything is perfectly fine.
what if this is what's supposed to happen and everything will work itself out... thats never happened to me before. maybe its time for a change. change is good. everyone deserves a good change.

ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!

~Co

"ask me what its like to have myself so figured out.....
i wish i knew"