I love the color orange. How many of you knew that? Mmhmm. Anyway, I was kinda excited when I found this little ensemble. Right color, and perfect for what I need it for.
I'm sorry as hell it all came to this, but you do what you have to do. I tried... tossed out hints and even came right out and said that if they wanted you back to tell you. *shrugs* In a chat.
....gabe: when we get back to pup issues, i'd like to know what was decided about posts and comments and how gabe should be played Atti: okay lijah: play him how you want lijah: he is your character. billy: aww..ok.. gabe: no one likes him gabe: not the way he is lijah: play him how you want to play him. Orlando: Orlando does lijah: period. mirry: *raises a hand* I do Atti: what everyone else said. ahah gabe: and if anyone wants kyle to ever return, they might want to let him know billy: You know I do, Gabemun mirry: as do I gabe: i know you two do lijah: bleh....gotta go gabe: right Orlando: byeee gabe: later *** lijah has left the chat. gabe: go figure....
Didn't happen though did it. Not publically....
Lets go have a beer and then go to bed, Kyle. Just you and me.
I know, Gabe. Me too. But it's gonna be better this way. I won't be wonderin' who the fuck I pissed off this time, or why people don't seem to care about things like Mirry's health or Cielo, or even when I nearly bought it in that car crash a few weeks ago. Pretty much sums it up, eh? Heh. Mia made me this really kick-ass background for my new lj. Should be up later this afternoon. Ahahahahha! You'll just lurrrrve one of the pics on it. *smirk*
See you later, buddy. I got the family dinner thing tonight, but I'll try and get over before that. Love you. Always.
Well, I told you I wanted you back [] and I don't want you to leave. AT ALL.
And I mean that. Whether you choose to believe it or not, I guess is your choice, I don't know how to be any clearer.
You are awesome and funny and very much a part of us, I wish you could realize that.
Like Billy said, just because people don't always comment, doesn't mean they're not reading or that they don't care. For me, I'm just never sure of my place. I think that holds true with others as well. I don't talk to many, don't get comments, etc. I guess that is just how it is now. But yeah, whatever.. I don't want you to split, I want you to stay.
A Bit of Tough Love....williamboydApril 2 2003, 05:58:53 UTC
I don't want you to go, either.
I used to feel exactly how you feel, Kyle. Gabe knows probably better than anyone that my return to this Fellowship has not been an easy one. My mun, the Afro Whore of quotes, once posted in her personal journal a quote that says People take different roads seeking fulfillment and happiness. Just because they're not on your road doesn't mean they've gotten lost. Considering that quote it can also be said that just because someone takes a different road doesn't mean we won't all end up at the same destination. You want to know one of the biggest reasons I fell in love with Atti? When he and I first got together, I spoke to him several times of how much I missed my mates. I complained about how much I missed pumelling Elijah and being tormented by Dom. I spoke of how much I missed Viggo's wisdom. The first thousand times I brought up the subject, Atti hid his frustration. But finally, he all but slapped me in the face and told me to grab life by the balls--pick up the telephone and refuse to take no for
( ... )
I love you, and although I may not have said it in the past, I hope you know that I support any decision you make, Kyle. I'm sorry you've been hurt and felt like I wasn't supportive.
I've always supported you in my heart, even though I may not have said something outloud.
Always, Kyle. We made a promise, the three of us ...
[I consider this more of a mun issue. the word mun is mentioned five times on this page so far, and ooc once. I'm obviously in school, so I don't always have the time to comment on everything, and sometimes I entirely MISS entries. And then there's the fact that I have what, seven puppets here. I'm also in another RPG, and I have my OWN life to deal with (it's there, believe it or not). I remember the week you pulled Kyle, and I do remember being busy that week. Also, another issue Kyle has brought up before is chat invites. I don't invite people on away unless I know for a fact it's a person that "hides" on AIM. your pups don't usually do that, and so I didn't invite them. that was my fault, not any of the pups. I just have this weird paranoia issue about bothering people. Another thing I've already spoken to you about is that Kyle switched from cnutipilots on AIM to KyleDoubleD which I didn't find out about until.. well. for a while. the first chatlog I have for Kyle on that screenname is January 5. so take that as you
( ... )
[I can understand why you would take this as a mun issue. And yes, a little of it is, given the lack of response when I said I was pulling him. Ouch. But that only reinforced the feelings already there, that Kyle wasn't wanted. You have to admit though, that muns are a large part of this crap, channeling the muse. And if you have a powerful muse, when they hurt, the mun hurts. I've had these muses for over three years now, and their history is very, very long and involved. They didn't just pop up for the game. You can read any of the books - all the way back to the first one - and see that these guys haven't changed much at all, other than caring what other people think about them a little more than they should. Looking for acceptance and approval as they are, I guess. If you - being a universal you - agree, friend them and play along. If not, dump them and be done with it. Not all of their shit is angst and snark. They can be fun at times, or so I've heard
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How appropriate, buddy.
I'm sorry as hell it all came to this, but you do what you have to do. I tried... tossed out hints and even came right out and said that if they wanted you back to tell you. *shrugs* In a chat.
....gabe: when we get back to pup issues, i'd like to know what was decided about posts and comments and how gabe should be played
Atti: okay
lijah: play him how you want
lijah: he is your character.
billy: aww..ok..
gabe: no one likes him
gabe: not the way he is
lijah: play him how you want to play him.
Orlando: Orlando does
lijah: period.
mirry: *raises a hand* I do
Atti: what everyone else said. ahah
gabe: and if anyone wants kyle to ever return, they might want to let him know
billy: You know I do, Gabemun
mirry: as do I
gabe: i know you two do
lijah: bleh....gotta go
gabe: right
Orlando: byeee
gabe: later
*** lijah has left the chat.
gabe: go figure....
Didn't happen though did it. Not publically....
Lets go have a beer and then go to bed, Kyle. Just you and me.
I love you...
Always.
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Pretty much sums it up, eh?
Heh. Mia made me this really kick-ass background for my new lj. Should be up later this afternoon. Ahahahahha! You'll just lurrrrve one of the pics on it. *smirk*
See you later, buddy. I got the family dinner thing tonight, but I'll try and get over before that.
Love you.
Always.
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And I mean that. Whether you choose to believe it or not, I guess is your choice, I don't know how to be any clearer.
You are awesome and funny and very much a part of us, I wish you could realize that.
Like Billy said, just because people don't always comment, doesn't mean they're not reading or that they don't care. For me, I'm just never sure of my place. I think that holds true with others as well. I don't talk to many, don't get comments, etc. I guess that is just how it is now. But yeah, whatever.. I don't want you to split, I want you to stay.
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I used to feel exactly how you feel, Kyle. Gabe knows probably better than anyone that my return to this Fellowship has not been an easy one. My mun, the Afro Whore of quotes, once posted in her personal journal a quote that says People take different roads seeking fulfillment and happiness. Just because they're not on your road doesn't mean they've gotten lost. Considering that quote it can also be said that just because someone takes a different road doesn't mean we won't all end up at the same destination. You want to know one of the biggest reasons I fell in love with Atti? When he and I first got together, I spoke to him several times of how much I missed my mates. I complained about how much I missed pumelling Elijah and being tormented by Dom. I spoke of how much I missed Viggo's wisdom. The first thousand times I brought up the subject, Atti hid his frustration. But finally, he all but slapped me in the face and told me to grab life by the balls--pick up the telephone and refuse to take no for ( ... )
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Am I one of those you can no longer count on?
I love you, and although I may not have said it in the past, I hope you know that I support any decision you make, Kyle. I'm sorry you've been hurt and felt like I wasn't supportive.
I've always supported you in my heart, even though I may not have said something outloud.
Always, Kyle. We made a promise, the three of us ...
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Yeah, you've told both me and Gabe that, Mirry. I appreciate it too.
I love you too.
That promise... we should review it, ya think?
Heh. And a few of Gabe's vocabulary lessons too.
YRMW
Always.
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