I missing him

Im starting to lose hope in everything, I dont trust many people anymore, I dont think that "love" can hold anyone together anymore, and I dont think I can handle my life let alone anyone else's anymore. Family sucks, My mom is looking for a way to get me in troubl, But if she wanted to have anything to do with me then she should have never left ( Read more... )

We are falling apart even more and more everytime we talk
I love him but I just dont know what to do anymore...
He wants space...and I dont think that would include me in his life...
All I do is bitch anyway, who wants that?
so I think I will leave this shit to him...
He can have his fun and Ill just be around.

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Well today/yesterday was eventfull ( Read more... )

WOW, I am actually happy! WOOHOO!!! hahah, well i Just got back from Cali like two days ago, and it was so bad, I enjoyed it.....


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woOoHoOo ( Read more... )

I got caught somking
I punched a hole in ny wall
My dad called me a fucking little shit
I might not be able to go to cali
I am grounded for who knows how long
My parents found the star i carved
Dominick is a whore
People are just plain being assholes
Im doing really shitty on my finals
My life is simply falling apart

I am scared to go home....

1. Who are you ( Read more... )

'Dear diary, my life is a complete fiasco ( Read more... )

This is the last hour i will see my mom. I am trying so hard not to cry. Its hard to say goodbye