Okay for a little update as to how things are ( Read more... )

"With each passing day I find myself loving you more and more"
-Michael Anthony Truax

I hate it when reality rears it's ugly head and points out that I'm wrong... so very wrong... *sighs softly* Apperently... the people I would call freinds... would consider me no more than an aquaitance... or a nuisance I suppose... my only contact with them is when I contact them... I have no freinds... *Sighs softly* not real ones. As Harmony can ( Read more... )

A strange melencholy mood has taken me over tonight. I just listen to soft music playing... hug my kitten and rock softly back and forth in the dark listening to her purr contently in my arms as I can't seem to make up my mind and smile or cry. Everything seems quite... inside me and outside... the music only seems to add to this... odd melencholy ( Read more... )

Okay there is a very... VERY good reason that I am currently freaking out... Dang it I should have writen and sent this letter AFTER I got some sleep... ~_~ After much freaking out and being constantly proded by Michael to tell my parents about my debate on going down to Florida, as well as Sage's advice about telling my parents (And her advice ( Read more... )

heh. Kids... I don't have any myself but they do always seem to bring a smile to your lips... even if it brings back painful memories. There is always something to be said for their innocence and their unbelevable energy. I only have a kitten and yet she runs circles around me sometimes. and I'm still a child myself! ... acording to some... >.>... ( Read more... )

It's very interesting ( Read more... )

this is interesting... I hadn't been able to talk to michael for a few days and it supprised me when I did get in contact him that he's been talking with people trying to come up with plans to convinse me to come down to Florida. lol kinda suprised kinda flattered... but mew. anywayssss...

JA!

Today I went to the post office and finally picked up the package that Michael had sent me. I winced when I noticed the receit... I know he told me not to look... but... I can't help but look! ... specially when some one asks you not to look. it's like saying "don't push the red button ( Read more... )

I've been wanting to get away from this apartment for so looonnnggg!!! I finally gave in and jumped in my car and started driving down to long Beach... it was really sunny and beautifull on the way there... I just drove... and thought... and enjoyed the lovely sun. I do feel a lot better now ( Read more... )