this is really sad....my mom is crazy and i just don't how to handle her anymore.....atleast i have dutchess on my side now...which is a plus ( Read more... )

things are getting better each day...but each day is getting closer to the end.
i love you so much and always want you there for me.

im slipping away......

uhh i painted yesterday.....i owned hazel!

i hate every beautiful day....

merry fucking christmas......
well as always christmas was gay, Lousiana wasnt fun, and kentucky sucks.

i can't lose you

tomorrow im leaving for lousiana...fun fun!
hmm.... ill be back on tuesday,which i can't wait for.
*but i did have lots of fun last night with patrick!!!!*

i love him soo much but he keeps hurting me, i know its not on purpose, but im to ashamed to say anything to him, sometimes i feel.....negleted........ i think i lose.

well you see what had happened was ( Read more... )

err.... life is being nice to me but.....it always helps when patrick is licking my ear and calling me a bitch.