I haven't updated in quite sometime ( Read more... )

There are so many things I wish to say, but can't.
Sometimes the blood in my veins will run cold and
my heart will start racing, out of nowhere.
How am I suppose to deal with this?
I was doing so well until now.
I'm sick of my emotions hitting me like a ton of bricks.

-watching excessive amounts of Six Feet Under probably isn't the best, but i love it.
-renewed Netflix. Kids, Brick, and The Blues Brothers are next to be watched.
-bought Sims 3 and creating my own little seperate life.
-found out i'm getting paid minimum wage even though I was promised $7.50.
-there are things i want, but i can't have and i have ( Read more... )

Let's get a few things straight:-Yes, my eyes are real. I do not wear contacts ( Read more... )

So work has been interesting. No big screw ups so far, I'm pretty exhausted though on account of having only one day off. One kid keeps calling me new girl and it's pretty fucking annoying, the rest of the staff seems nice. I'm a bit worried about the possibility of becoming temp manager though, I'm wondering how everyone will react to the new girl ( Read more... )

Starting back at the theatre in about a half hour,
it's going to be strange. I'm not a big fan of changes to things I like.

I have a pit the size of a cantalope in my stomach.

-I have come to the conclusion that Margot is psychic. When I feel sad or cry she automatically comes up to me and starts nudging me and purring. Life would be so much easier if I was a cat.
-Watching season one of Eureka on Hulu, almost finished though and they don't have season two.
-I really, really need a job before I go psycho ( Read more... )

who knew it would end this soon?

i should have.

( Read more... )

from Tod Browning's Freaks imdb trivia page:

F. Scott Fitzgerald was a member of the MGM writing department at the time the movie was in production. He never felt quite at home with all the movie stars and powerful moguls, and so he often dined in the commissary at the table of the sideshow attractions (freaks) during his lunch hour.