So although I have been working 40+ hours over the last week or so I have seemed to have time to think about some things and as usual have no conclusion to any of it ( Read more... )

So ther than being super busy lately and stuff nothing exciting has been going on in my life what so ever. So I thought I would post some lyrics to songs that have kinda hit home lately and relate to my life ( Read more... )

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So I don't know why this is bugging me but it really is right now. There is more to the story but I am over the rest. Apparently people at work have really lost more important things to talk about. So now the talk around the kitchen is that I talk shit about people. Its rediculous how stupid people are being. For some reason its really bugging me. ( Read more... )

I am so confused. Its one of those deals of not wanting to loose a best friend but at the same time wondering if you don't find out if there is more and loose the chance of being with one of the greatest people you know. I'm afraid to say something since this person is leaving to work in North Carolina for the summer and I don't want them to leave ( Read more... )

I hate when I get like this. I am starting to feel like I did this summer. I am starting to get extremely home sick again. I am sick of being lonelyand feeling like an outcast even when I am withe my Best friend Andy. I never hear from Tracy anymore which is part of my issue it seems like one day we are like sister and the next day I am forgotten ( Read more... )

So as some of you may know I have worked at a day care going on my second year now. In this time I have become very attached to one of the little girls. She has become like another little sister to me and I have even come to the decision that if something ever happened and she needed a place to stay that I would step up and give her a place to live ( Read more... )

Ok so its been quite a long time since I have updated this but hey oh well. Things have started going the right way for me again and who knows maybe I can get back to a good place financially. hmm what else to write. Been able to talk to some friends that I haven't been able to talk to in a bit which has been really nice and a much needed boost. ( Read more... )

So apparently its bee over a month since I last updated. been rather busy with class work and getting things together for my summer plans. Spring break didn't go too bad worked and studied for my bio test yahoo wipee. Things seem to be coming together for me between classes and some other stuff I must be doing something right. My computer was fixed ( Read more... )

I don't know the last time I updated my journal so here we go. So my birthday was last wednesday. Wasn't all that great kinda crappy if you ask me.Went home this weekend so spend my birthday with my family. That wasn't all that great either. My dad was sick the whole time I am now sick but I think its from multiple things and not just my dad being ( Read more... )