i am digging a grave for myself.

i dont know what to do. its come to my attention that i still miss you more than i ever could've thought.

i got a job! its only part time but its at nola and its fun. it really makes my feet hurt though.

i was just writing a list of goods and bads. ive been writing a lot more and drawing but since i don't have a journal its been on loose leaf paper that mostly gets thrown away ( Read more... )

the way i've been dreaming lately has been really weird. all of my dreams have been really vivid, i wake up and remember everything about them. there is always one that is alright then i wake up, fall back asleep, and the bad dreams come. not that they're scary dreams. i've just been waking up with horrible feelings from them. last night it was me ( Read more... )

"i try to find my friends but theyre blowin in the wind"

i miss you so much all the time. i wish i saw you more often. i care about you a lot and i always will

"if you can't beat 'em join 'em"

hate the game

"sleep" by godspeed.