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the way i've been dreaming lately has been really weird. all of my dreams have been really vivid, i wake up and remember everything about them. there is always one that is alright then i wake up, fall back asleep, and the bad dreams come. not that they're scary dreams. i've just been waking up with horrible feelings from them. last night it was me walking past a fire engine garage like the one on market st and then a cop starts walking up with his gun pointed so i run inside because i'm scared. turns out that i should've kept walking because some other dude had a gun and also went inside there and held everyone in there hostage. he ended up saying "theres one person in here that is the reason im going to shoot everyone" and that person ended up being me. i don't know. before that it was a dream about my grandpa. i notice a lot of people feeling similarly lately and it freaks me out. not even just feeling the same way but saying the same things. must be something in the sky cause i sure as hell can't explain it.