how i can i show apathy for you when i am guilty just as much. who are we? what are we becomming? we can't let this happen. please, don't let this happen...

i joined the band wagon but im jumping back down.
please, come with me.

so the holidays aren't feeling like holidays anymore. i guess im growing up ( Read more... )

today is bryans birthday :). i am getting ready to go over to his house right now and see him, (with some strawberry cheesecake.yumm) which should be the highlight of my night ( Read more... )

its simple. never say things can't get worse because they will. but when they do, something happens to make the bad shit go away. in this case, my friends. <3 i can't wait for tomorrow. slumbaaa partyyy ( Read more... )

heres to a new start ( Read more... )

we just got a call that my uncles best friend died in the war. and my grandpa, gagi, is in the hostpital. he had a heartattach. its amazing how such amazing people can just dissapear from your life. i think im starting to see a pattern. im broken.

im utterly confused about every aspect of my life. today at school, there were these dogs found (a black lab and some white mutt). the address and phone numbers were both invalid or disconnected and the school said it would be best to take them to the pound since the owners were unreachable. i called my mom and asked her if we could take them home ( Read more... )