so give me novocaine.....
im down. really. and i wish i could blame it on a lot of things, like jason, or my parents, or my funds right now, or blablabla. but i cant pinpoint it. i think i just live in a world of gray, where i dont let myself attach to a lot of things and i dont let myself care, i dont let people know me so their opinions wont matter, i dont trust in
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I know that I don't know you personally, much to my chagrin, but from what I can tell of your dedication to you riding, as well as the insecurities you face and make known in these pages, I stand in awe of your personal strength. While the idea that you are without hope is sometimes easier to swallow than the thought of rising another day to face disappointment and heartbreak, with each new day, if you are willing, there is the chance you will be proven wrong.
I know that's a rather optimistic view, but it is not without it's faults. There are times where the world seems like it will get no better, when you would rather crawl away to lick your wounds and wimper, but these little earthquakes should do no more than rattle you, not break your foundation.
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