OH jesus its been forever since I've last checked here...so many damn memories, and most of them bad.

I'm having one of those weird, existential moments again.

Shit.

I always lose when my existence is being...appraised.

blarglespit. I have kittens.

They are adorable.

gush gush.

bored shitless while they sleep.

Hmm. This post sucked. Sorry guys.

But I have not forgotten ye, Livejournal. How I do wish I had anything of import for your esteemed pages, but alas, my life has been rather...uneventful as of late ( Read more... )

OMFG Dollhouse.

Took me awhile to get around to watching it, but holy shit. It's so amazing.

In particular episode 7. Watching it now.

Watch it *just* for that episode.

It is a shudder-inducing orgasm of an experience

Hey, long time, no post ( Read more... )

of working double shifts.

of being abandoned.

of being unappreciated.

of being alone.

of hiding.

of noise.

of my returning depression.

of being lied to.

of being pitied.

of quiet.

of being taking advantage of.

of being mocked.

of my muscle spasm.

of my anxiety.

and most of all

of being unable to change any of it.

Anger is now mostly dissipated. Previous post made private to preserve peace. P.

Also, I suck at putt-putt.

like hardcore.

but I think there should be a large group venture to go do so in the near future.

it'd be awesome.

work is killing me.

for a variety of reasons.

and it makes me more mad that people can bitch about things that they have to do that I would consider a privilege to be allowed to do.

fucking.

pissed.

off.

I am no ones best friend ( Read more... )