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Accomodating A Narcissist
We've spent so much time chasing a love not meant for us
that i've nearly forgotten why we started the trip.
Everyone and every instinct screams "Run!"
But i'm still frozen in my place-
hesitation is never a positive sign.
If every chance we take hurts me,
if it takes mroe time to heal-
I'll wait for you.
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A Game For Martyrs
I won't be held guilty for harboring a murderer
& I won't be an accessory to this crime.
The charts won't read "death by heartbreak",
they'll read "failure by design".
Each bruise & scar were thanks to you
but overall I think the blames on me.
I've known for years my faults & vices...
So I guess it's my turn to spare us.
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The Time Traveler's Perogative
From first glance I knew
that you would be the type to fall in love with.
So I pushed away- fought any what ifs
& choose the one I knew UI'd hate.
But who knew I could fall in love, hate, &
become best friends all with the same person?
This spilt personality thing really needs to dissapate.
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The Main Event!
You finally get the courage to pull the trigger
just to discover that the safteys on
& once again a solution backfires in your face.
Grab my hand, place it on yours
intertwine our fingers together-
I could stay like this forever.
But, with a little muscle movement
I could pull back, hear a crack
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Listen To The Surgeon General
I have a strict no back burner policy
cuz i've been down that road before.
But it would really help if your attempts would just stop.
"Get a grip" I sai,
you can't do this anymore.
"Get a grip"- I said.
Another heartache won't be the last of our never ending conclusion.
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Case Closed
Flaunt your happiness in front of me
& dangle your "perfection" across my face.
Fire scalds & burns my skin
but you can't melt a frozen heart-
not when its too numb to even contract.
Don't worry about me;
its genetic- so synthetic.
Don't overload your mind cuz
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We Choose The Unknown Road
We light cigarettes to see the way-
its our way!
- of dealing with the world
& all the darkened paths that life brings.
We'll drink away the pain,
chase a hit with a shot
& learn to view the world
from the bottoms of our empty glasses.
Me & you & you & I
are a fluid concept- ready
to change course at any time.
We'll do what we please
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Stage Fright
You've seen so many faces copletely oblivious that
they're staring in desperation of your love.
My eyes gaze up in hesitation
but you only look right through me yet again.
This desolation should never feel like home.
Your insecurities haunt you
but do you really not see
how much they're killing me?
Walk right past me, see right through me.
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Perfections Not A Real Worn Anymore
Perfection-
only goes so far.
& in your book it's undefineable.
It's not me!
Dial tones & screams
over shine the brightest memories.
& now you're taking all the paths
you know are dead ends.
Seperation anxiety,
only precancer to my disease,
a new species.
& I'm thinking I will name it for you.
Perfection-
how I hate the word.
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People
She's more beautfiul than ever
with scrapes & bruises on her skin.
She surrounds herself with unhealthy people,
hep lips always dripping with sin.
(yeah, yeah, yeah.)
See the people- feel their pain.
Oh, if it were up to me
nothing in this life will be the same.
She dances 'round her broken youth,
swept up in the times of her generation.
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