this past week was fan-fucking-tastic. i'm too sad to go into detail today ( Read more... )

i've had a thai food aftertaste for three hours now.
i'm not going to be able to zip my suitcase tomorrow morning.
it was confirmed: michael jackson is a true weirdo.
my favorite law & order episodes take place in chinatown.
boomtown is shot brilliantly.
my clearasil wash is burning my eyes.
night night.

i'm in nyc right now. we're staying at my mom's best friend's apartment cos she's in st. thomas. it's weird staying in her son's room. we grew up together and according to our moms have always been destined to get married. he's nice i guess. there was even a welcoming stash of porno mags right in the middle of his room to welcome me when i came in ( Read more... )

i hope everyone had a nice xmas and a happy kwanzaa ( Read more... )

( hm nice )

i was happy as a clam and poof, now i feel really sick. stoooop ( Read more... )

jeff came over to pick up some stuff that he's had at my house for a century. we kissed for a little bit, and i felt nothing. then he told me that he wants me back, and i felt nothing. "well that sucks" is officially the three worded strongest reply i have ever uttered to him. i feel icky now ( Read more... )

as sickening as it may sound, last night/today/tonight was te-riff-ic ( Read more... )

happy hannukah to all my jewish friends ( Read more... )

i'm weird. i'm not sad. i'm not happy. i feel like my emotions have hit a brick wall, and i just don't know how to really act. i don't really know what to do with myself. it's not because of him. i really don't feel anything for him anymore. it's just, i don't know how to feel. nothing comes naturally. it's like i put on a different face for ( Read more... )