maybe she laughs
to combat her fears
faking a smile 
to cover her tears

maybe shes tired
of hiding inside
alone by herself
nothing to decide

maybe shes giving
the worlds greatest show
and no one can tell
no one can know

maybe she hurts
and maybe she bleeds
maybe she wants 
and maybe she needs

maybe shes tired
of being a wall
cold and hard
cut off from it all

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hmmmm.
been thinking
about being a poet
and what it means to me
these poems are good i guess
i try
its hard
which is probably why i'm thinking now
about how most good poems are depressing
and i dont want people to think im depressed
cuz im really not
im just borrowing a poetic license
cuz this poet stuff gives me leeway
to be who im not
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darkness is safe
but darkness is lonely
waiting for light
for life
shadows descend
masking and hiding
lonely
and dark
lonely
and dark
hold me now
just
take my hand
just
don't think twice
i need you 
just
take my heart
and 
hold me close
and
fight the dark
i need you
always
ghost creep by
storm is coming
but i wont cry
i wont cry
alone
alone
alone
find me here
just
find me now
just 
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i want to live…

but not in my life

i want to live in my

dreams

where i can create my own reality

and nothing is impossible

not to me

i want to live…

a fairy tale life

where I can create my own

happily ever after

and find a prince charming of my own

i want to live…

each day like it’s my last

to the fullest

drinking in everything around me

breaking stereotypes

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do you know why the sky is blue??

i have a reason…

i always do:

‘cause the angels tears have stained the sky

‘cause it matches the color of Dad’s new tie

the reason is always different

i don’t know why,

but the reasons always match the mood of the sky

the reasons may change

as the clouds rearrange

or as the moon floats by

with a sunset stain

or with the rain

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pressed close to you
your hand in mine
in the dark
together
lie next to me
i love you
cell phone rings
you answer it 
second thoughts
you ignore the call
lie next to me
hold me close
phone interrupts
i reach out to answer
the picture i.d is of
you kissing her
run through the door
tears in my eyes
how could i think you'd care?
alone in the dark
forever
lie next to me

he's amazing
i guess
i haven't really
thought about it
is he handsome?
well i dont 
actually know
his eyes are
what color?
how wide is 
his smile?
what does he
wear?
is he cool?
do i care?
what does it
matter?
the boy who
i love loves me 
back
he's amazing 
i think
i guess
i know
i love him

i always wonder
what you're doing
this poem is for you
as i lie here in the darkness
of my empty room
this poem is yours
are you asleep yet?
what are you thinking?
this poem belongs to you
of me? i wish
or maybe of her :(
this poem is your property
maybe your awake
or on an adventure
this poem was written for you
who knows? could be
anything is possible
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gray skies
100% cloud cover
wind from the NE
at 5 mph
trees tremble
leaves aquiver
waiting for the rain
grass stirs
in the lowlying
breeze from the NE
picking up speed
soaring to the charcoal sky
soaked clouds
hanging soggy
against the grayness
waiting for the storm
run and hide
beneath a tree
leaves acquiver
wait as the rain
falls in sheets
past your
hideaway

pocket the ace
weigh the dice
cut the deck
you're the fool
hide the grin
poker faced
dont get caught
make them the fool
dont look twice
eyes ahead
tricksters dont get caught
hear the squeals
of pranksters pranked
april fools!!
shuffle the cards
bridge and cut
deal again
feel the weight of
the ace in your sleeve
april fools are only 
once a year
you're the fool