oooh, look at this. Two updates in two days.  Am  I on a roll or what?!

So anyways, this morning was just horrid.  My phone does this weird thing where sometimes it just turns off on its own, without having a dead battery or anything. And it did it to me last night. I had it on last night, I set my alarm for the morning, and went to sleep.  I woke ( Read more... )

So, once again it's been ages since I've done this.  I swear, I read all of the journals everyday. I check this site a few times a day, but never bother to actually write anything in my journal.  And everytime I do my "monthly update" I say that I should start doing this daily, but I never follow through with it.  Oh well. Maybe this time I will.

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so, I'm not working tomorrow. Thank GOD.   My stress level is so high these days.  It used to take a lot to get me stressed out to the point of snapping, and now it's not so hard. It's actually pretty easy. And It's because I never actually de-stress.  I try to, and I relax and feel better when I leave work. But my "default" stress level is just so ( Read more... )

 So, today was quite possible one of the W O R S T days of my life.   I have never in my life been stressed out to the point I was today. And I never want to experience that again.   That level of stress is not need.  So what does that mean?  Either the work place has to change, or the job does.

So that's that.

Yesterday was Rebecca's Party.  That ( Read more... )

 I put on make up for the first time in AGES today. And I feel so out of practice. It's not that bad, but I forgot how to shape, so the shape isn't exactly that flattering. Oh well.

I went to walmart and bought Rebecca's Birthday present.  I  bought her an easy bake oven and all of the accessories I could find for it, lol. And an ourfit that's ( Read more... )

 ugh. I need something to keep me awake this morning, so here I am..occupying myself for about 5 minutes.  
I really didn't want to get out of bed this morning.  4:30 came so quick.   I woke up at 3:30 because I had to pee SO badly. It was crazy. So I went back to sleep for what seemed like 2 seconds, and then my alarm went off. 
My eyes won't stop ( Read more... )

I had a pretty decent day today.  I woke up, thought I was going out for lunch with Dan today but that didn't happen.  I had family come over and ended up staying home for most of it.  It was pretty good though. I  like random visits.

I did a bunch of laundry, cleaned a bit, rearranged a section of my room. I think it looks better. It's slightly ( Read more... )

I think I'm entering one of those "ruts". You know?  Nothing seems horrible, but nothing seems good. I find myself staring into space thinking about random things, and not paying attention to any of my surroundings.  I went to Sunrise this evening with Trevor while he dropped his paperwork off and I barely remember any of it. The other day we went  ( Read more... )

you know when someone wants something from you, and they hang around until you give it to them, and then they back off once they get it?  It's probably one of the worst feelings ever when it has something to do with relationships.  It makes you feel pretty shitty.

Sigh.

That's all I have to say, really.  

I am exhausted this weekend.  Last week was such a full week.  I didn't really do anything besides work, but still. I worked a 60 hour week. Lot's of hours.   There's not too much else to update about.   I signed up for a membership at Extreme Fitness at Markham and Lawrence.  It seems pretty cool. The consultation part doesn't really excite me ( Read more... )