when stars collide
So, once again it's been ages since I've done this. I swear, I read all of the journals everyday. I check this site a few times a day, but never bother to actually write anything in my journal. And everytime I do my "monthly update" I say that I should start doing this daily, but I never follow through with it. Oh well. Maybe this time I will.
There's nothing new, really. Except for the fact that, that sentence was a big fat lie!! There is so much crap going on in my life right now, but it's not stuff I'm going to publicly display. You never know who reads this thing. Maybe I'll post this link all over the place. I love my silent stalkers, aha.
This weekend was probably the best one I've had in a while. Drinks, tokes, and a dance party for sure. And then after that comes the day of sitting on the couch, watching tv while talking and laughing about all of the crazy shit that went on the night before. It reminds me of high school days, but the conversations had were much different. Instead of "who'd you hook up with?" It was more like "It's actually pretty serious". well..actually, aha. There was one part of the night that was just like the high school days. Good times had, for sure.
Sunday afternoon should have been a write off, but I'm so used to it, I've stopped expecting anything different. I wish I had someone to actually talk to about this topic so I could stop convincing myself that it's going to work itself out. Some things just don't go the way you wish they would, and no matter how much you do, or how patient you are it's not going to change a single thing when the situation is fucked whether it involves you or not. So you should just get over it and move on to something new, yes ? Whatever, I'm not going to let this ruin yet again another day! I've had a pretty great day today.
I'm so emo, man. Ahah. It's pretty embarassing. I'm even listening to the music to go along with my whining. aha.
Anyways, I should probably head to bed. I'm exhausted. Waking up at 3:30 is not fun.
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