Fic: Save Me From Myself

[cinnamon_sins]

Title: Save Me From Myself
Rating: R
Fandom: Supernatural
Pairing: None, but there are brief mentions of Sam/Jess, Sam/Sarah, Sam/Madison, and Dean/Cassie
Words: 1,536 *gasp*
Warnings: Heart spoilers, ANGST, angst, and oh...did I mention angst?
Summary: It wasn't that Sam was cursed, he just had too much heart for the things they had to face

Comments

[wearethestars]

OH, so sad. That episode held onto my heart and wouldn't let go. Poor Sammy. Great job with the angst. :D

[cinnamon_sins]

Most appreciative thanks to you, love! The ep wouldn't let my heart go either. I totally expected it when it ended there, but I just couldn't let it go like that. I needed some closure. Especially going from an emotional episode like that to pure crack next week. WTF! Haha!

[herlongnovember]

That was so so so sad, like "Heart", "Born under a Bad Sign" and "Hunted" sad :( The poor brothers, my heart just breaks for them.

But beautifully written!

-gonna go cry now-

[cinnamon_sins]

Thank you, sweetie. But don't cry too hard. Besides, next week is pure crack. It's the season finale we have to watch out for. I'm gonna bawl like a baby and I don't cry.

[herlongnovember]

Welcome.
No no I'm good lol.

Pure crack hee hee, it's going to be such a fluff ep. huh? ;)

Oh me too me too, but Steph is gonna die she was crying doing House of the Holy even!

[noirbabalon]

"You can't save everyone, Dean. Even you said it. I couldn't even save Madison. You should've just let me go."

"I'm a bastard, Sammy, a selfish, undeserving bastard that can't imagine a life without the only family I have left. I'd sooner die than let anyone or anything take you away from me."

This is a really nice coda version to Heart. The tensions that are playing on the brothers and pulling them apart are too apparent in this ep. You play with them really well.

Sammy's grief and Dean's practical response to keep the show rolling...very real voices.

Thank you!

[cinnamon_sins]

I pride myself on keeping great characterizations, so thank you. That means more than you could ever know. And I'm really glad you liked it. :) This just couldn't go NOT written.

[sarlev_vanisa]

Out of all the Heart fics that have come along, seriously, this HAS to be my favourite. You did have the characterizations down, it was truthful and it hurt. So sad too.

Very well done.

[cinnamon_sins]

After Heart I went looking for continuation fics and I wasn't satisfied. So that was exactly why I knew I had to complete this myself. I noticed that the majority all focused on wincest and barely on the emotions of the episode at all. And while I am a wincest fangirl, I saw no reason for such in that episode and want a simple gen, brotherly piece to give myself some closure before the upcoming crack.

Glad you liked it and thanks for reading.

[sarlev_vanisa]

upcoming crack? LOL.

Yeah I was expecting it to be wincest, from you, hope you don't take that the wrong way.

It was definitely one of those episodes where wincest just does not work.

[cinnamon_sins]

Have you not seen the previews for next week? Pure crack on a stick.

And I'm not offended. Glad you trust me to walk that fine line. It's hard to find people that can accomplish it. Not many people can write both ways. It's usually one or the other.