.. soo, haven't written here for a while. But now Mahognay made me a new LiveJournal, so it makes me want to write a little something. Actually I'm in the mood for updating you on everything, here goes nothing ( Read more... )

cinderellabrat ..I enjoy it so should you:) I give all credit to the lovely Mahogany or secretkiss she is bomb at doing journals ask her to do them for you, plus I love moe!

that is all.

do you ever feel really crumby one night , like ur chest hurts.. and ur tummy, and your just so sad and have no idea why , and then hope that if u fall asleep it will all just go away, only u can't sleep, and then finally wake up the next day and you still feel the exact same way as you did the night before and you just dont want to move, let alone ( Read more... )

I'm so tired of living ly life for everyone else.. i alwasy feel so used, adn so taken advantage of , not respected and not even cared about, People take me for a joke! This is so rediculus I can hardly hadel the feeling anymore.. but yet i keep giving and giving and giving , they keep taking and taking and taking.. thsi is bullshit ( Read more... )

lonely...
upset...
alone...
ugly...
fat...
desperate...
annoyed...
confused...
determined...
sad...
angry...
frusterated...
dumb...
rediculus...
pathetic...
unwanted...
used...
forgetable...

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intersting...
enjoyable...
fun...
likable...
friendly...
genuine...
lovely...
nice...
caring...

i failed anatomy.. :*(

this is one of my most fav songs, it makes me feel happy when im sad..

this is the air I breath, your Holy presence living in me, this is my daily bread, your very worth spoken to me, and i, im desperate for you, and i , im lost without you...

listen to it, it's very nice ... This is the air i breath - Vineyard

Studying anatomy.. all day.. trying too .. not going well..
i don't feel good, im frusterated with school.. with my life.. with people.. with my friends.. with myslef.. the only thing that keeps me remotly happy right now.. is christmas.. and music.. and somthing else i care not to mention.. "He" knows..

all my love.. Ash.. xoxo

how's my lard asss..

;(

and yes i am the biggest dork/Loser with a capital L.. you will ever meet!!

one .. two .. three.. UHH! ;)

oh how i love thee... where for out tho romeo?