And the world spins without me...

[cimsylcatac]

"They" always say, "you'll look back on this time in your life and wonder how you did it." I look forward and think, "I dont know how we're going to make it work." We signed the lease for the house today and we might as well of signed it in blood. There's no way out now. We're locked in. We have sucessfully furnished and filled a 1750 square foot

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[lance_bransen]

Life defined: A random lottery of tragedies and successes whose outcome is neither predictable nor set in stone.

It's a crap shoot.

I don't think you necessarily did anything wrong for things to end up how they did, that's just how things fell.

......I'm jealous of what you have and wish I had something like it here. You've worked so hard for your education and you refuse to settle for less. Thats why you're continuing your education, and this will pay off and put you ahead of those who settled for the easier road. You're future of "I dont know how we'll make it" ultimately looks better than most.

[cimsylcatac]

I appreciate your kind words. It makes me feel a lot better. Thank you. There are just so many variables. What's troubling me now, more than how in the world we're going to make it work is this: The house is under our name. Everyone that lives with us is not exactly prompt with letting go of their money when it's time. (sometimes it has taken up to three months to get reimbursed for certain expenditures) So...i'm nervous about my credit score being dragged down into the mud because once again, i'm depending upon others and that always makes me nervous. Thank you again for your positive outlook. It's very helpful as usual.