I reek of incompetence as my facade rots away to reveal the bare bones of truth.

Ok...10 weird things/habits ( Read more... )

There are currently 6 drunk people at my kitchen table. Normally this wouldnt be a problem, but i'm pretty sure there's something going on between Jace and one of his employees. I never really noticed it before, but i just heard a story about one night how three of them got drunk at work...i've NEVER heard this story. I even went up there that ( Read more... )

We're currently getting screwed over by our new landlord, but she's not technically our landlord yet, because the lease doesnt go into effect until this wednesday. (whew) anyway, she's trying to either raise the rent or make us pay more money up front because she's claiming she didnt know we had four people. THat's just a load of crap. We were very ( Read more... )

"They" always say, "you'll look back on this time in your life and wonder how you did it." I look forward and think, "I dont know how we're going to make it work." We signed the lease for the house today and we might as well of signed it in blood. There's no way out now. We're locked in. We have sucessfully furnished and filled a 1750 square foot ( Read more... )

Today started like any other normal Saturday. I got up, got ready for work, checked my email and what not. Then, i walked outside to find the 3rd present this week from my cat Rabbit. She loves to empty birds' nests of their contents and place them neatly on the sidewalk for us to find. Like, "Look mom, arent you proud?" Well, frankly, no. This ( Read more... )

I'm terrified. I feel like the world is crashing down upon me. I'm average. I've been lying to myself this whole time thinking i could pull all of this off. I'm so wrong. Only smart, talented, beautiful people can impact the world. I've been fooling myself all along. I'm so shy, so insecure, so lonely, so anxious. My nerves are shot.

I had a wonderful visit from one of my friends today and his group. It was nice having him here for just a little while. We talked of recent experiences and the excitement associated with the activities. It's good to know that someone i care about is actually having a positive encounter with life. It seems like more and more these days a lot of my ( Read more... )

Something strange happened today. It's quite a long story. One of my roommates has a terrible habit of objectifying women. He gets this trait from his father and that's very easy to see. His dad happens to be our landlord who i went to school with (non-traditional student), and his mom is a good friend of mine. My roommate is expecting a long ( Read more... )

I hate when I cant sleep. It's frustrating. All my brain wants is sleep, but my body wont cooperate. Every once in a while i get these muscle aches that wont let me sleep. I have to get up, take medicine of some sort, and then wait for it to kick in (which is what i'm doing right now) and then go lay back down and hope that i can manage something ( Read more... )