Yes I know I said i was gone, but Lisa convinced me to write another entry. Well as many of you know, or maybe you don't, Lisa and I are engaged. On Oct 29th i asked her to marry me and she said yes. The date will be in 2008, we are shooting for june 14th. I had gone up for about 2 weeks and it was great. I plan to move up there sometime at the end ( Read more... )

Well, I just want to say bye. I am leaving this place for good.

Another day and death finaly came ( Read more... )

Soon after my revelation that I must go to WA and strengthen my relationship with Lisa, I start throwng up blood. Off to the hospital I go. I spend the night there and my brother stays with me. Lisa stays on the phone, ever worried. However the reason for my sudden condition is unknown. i go to San Antonio for testing and after the stick a camera ( Read more... )

Just dropped all my classes!! YAY!!! And guess what?! I DON'T GIVE A SHIT!!!! that's right!! Hah! In fact the only reason I feel ba about it is leaving my brother when I go up to WA!! Is it Suicide? Maybe. Last hope. Definetly.
I wish someone would tell me to follow my heart.

Well i'm talkin to you on the phone ( Read more... )

So today went by without much in the way of events, but in the evening when i had to pick up my roomate Alex and was accomapnied by my brother. ALex, in his gratitude for picking him up at the airport treated us all to a dinner at Stake & Shake. I had a BLT and a vanilla shake. We spent that time and the trip home talking about theater/girlfriends ( Read more... )

In Denton with Matt. Just chillin.
I miss Lisa as I always do.

Girl of my heart
where do I start
a song of true love?
How can I tell
People I know well
The things yo make me feel?

Shout out loud, girl of the cloud!
Oh how you make me so proud!
Love of my life to be my wife
but girl you're stubborn as Hell!

La la laa nah nee neeh na naaaaaa weeeer weee ( Read more... )

So I sit here staring at an empty white space trying to find a spark in my mind to ignite the words to come from my brain to the keys. It's not that I don't have anything to write about, but perhaps I just don't know what to say. I could go on about my day and what I did. I could go on about how much my life is crappy or how great life is. I can ( Read more... )