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[cianxylona]

I feel so frozen much of the time. So much to get done and I can't seem to start. Too much emotion...always. And at the bottom of myself, a hollow inadequacy. If I look at myself from a removed perspective...it just doesn't make sense.  There is nothing heinous about me.

It's the maintenance issues of life that I have trouble with. I am

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[spicada]

Hrmmm... sounds a little like depression, gal.

It's a concept I'm just beginning to wrap my mind around ~ that one can have a decent outlook and not feel emotionally depressed but definitely suffer the physical effects thereof (that inability to move, to breathe, to feel as if one is constantly sinking under the weight of all those little daily things). Just saying.

Granted, I have no solutions. (Because I am a resist meds type, so what is left but to plow through? And that's not always the greatest plan. But there have you.)

xo

[seviana]

I will get out my Captain Midnight Secret Decoder and send and recive mesages, but first I will get out my defroster.