The truth is

Jun 17, 2007 13:05

I feel so frozen much of the time. So much to get done and I can't seem to start. Too much emotion...always. And at the bottom of myself, a hollow inadequacy. If I look at myself from a removed perspective...it just doesn't make sense.  There is nothing heinous about me.

It's the maintenance issues of life that I have trouble with. I am irresponsible. I let things go. And then guilt ensues.

My mother always felt the same about herself. And she was full of all things good. I need to see myself with a less critical eye.

Does anyone know a good place to look for educational grants? I am a little worried about how I will pay for this program.

My brother is going to help my sister in Arizona with my Dad and the 100 horses. Thank the Lord. This is a blessed relief.
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