I found one more piece to the puzzle and the moment I put it in my life I cried. For it was the moment I realized what bullshit I was living in. The tears represent the happiness of my escape from the lies and the pain that surrounded me. To me, admitting that I'm wrong is probably the most difficult thing in this world and I rarely believe it even ( Read more... )

The current plan is to perform our yearly scarfice of a chicken this friday to the turkey gods. If you have any problems with Friday, let me know asap!!! also we need jobs ( Read more... )

Jamie, next time we play together on know skills/hat/any real game, lets be able to fucking huck! it was nice throwing today.. I was able to throw about 50 yards constantly after practicing.. and thx for the help jamie.

How the hell did I get onto SPANK can only be explained by luck :). Even the females can throw better than me! It's so rare that such opportunities lands on your lap. I remember worrying about not getting on a team back in verns last year. With that satisified, a new thing comes up. It is adaptive to be better and all, but it'd be great to learn to ( Read more... )

If you're feeling horrible, I suggest a cold shower. Start out running hot water and slowly phase into cold. You'll forget your misery when you're gasping for air. Don't turn the water back hot and just dry up. You'll feel warm and cozy for a while. I think it's good for your body too. Don't blame me if you die though.

I sometimes write a few paragraph of stuff but before I hit post, I highlight and delete. I think to myself, do i need everyone to know.. I'm sure I'll feel the same about this post too ( Read more... )

Had a game at 8:00 pm last night, got up scrimaged two games from 11:00 to 2:00. Got called up, Played another game at 2:30. I'll probably be cutting in my dreams tonight..

Summer of 2003. It seems to be the point where many things in my life is coming to an end. But also, new things are starting up. Sad..? not really. I found out that the longer you linger the longer you'll stay there. Pretty exciting opportunities opened up to have fun and meet new people. Ricebowl! all asian ultimate team.. plus free korean bbq at ( Read more... )

To experience life in it's truest form... We all have a different approach. Succeeding is another story, it's not very important. Listening to myself, my conscience is the most important.

The thing is, I don't want to lay on my death bed regretting anything.

I could say today is a pretty bad day.. But I should be thankful that all the passengers and myself escaped any injuries, and did very little damage to the car. It actually felt like escaping 2 major accidents in just one day. With very minor damage, just a little scratch and a broken plastic headlight thingy.