josh is moving back to sydney. tomorrow.
i thought i wanted to see him, but then last week leah called me as i was walking into top ryde saying she had just seen him in the food court and i wanted to throw up and run away. turns out it wasn't him, but that feeling was ridiculous, and i can't imagine what actually seeing him will be like, especially ( Read more... )

i get myself so worked up.
i want to fucking scream.
i hate this bullshit pretending.
you're all liars and fakes.
i'm so over it.
and i'm glad i got away.
have fun ruining it all.
hahahaha!

 hehehheeeeeee

man, sometimes i love my life.

ahhhh nervoussss ( Read more... )

yayyy i'm moving to the invoice office at work ( Read more... )

my friend and her little sister used to work at my hairdresser and so they only have to pay $100 for hair extensions that they charge other people $400+ for.  and yesterday kate called me to say that they got them done yesterday but lucy's ones were pretty much the same length as her normal hair if i wanted them. which of course i did, so this ( Read more... )

i had the scan today and everything's clear.
but i still don't know what's the deal with the friggen headaches.
argh!

i think i'm going to have a vinnies party for my birthday.
everyone has to wear a HIDEOUS outfit from vinnies.
perfect.

i got my blood test results.
i have incredibly low iron.
like, i have 11ug/L of ferritin, and apparently the normal is 15-200.
so i've got iron tablets and hopefully they'll make me better! :D
and yesterday i booked my scan for monday afternoon. fingers crossed.

yesterday i went to the doctor to get a blood test because i was thinking that maybe my iron levels are low - hence the headaches and constant fatigue ( Read more... )