So here's my final entry. I never thought I'd have to end this thing, but I need to. I wanna start over fresh and not have all this extra baggage. My past isn't something I've grown to like and I regret a lot of what I said. And done. I want to leave it behind and learn from it. I'm saying thank you to everyone who has been there for me and ( Read more... )

The worst part about having a really bad dream... is when you wake up, you can feel in your eyes and streaming down your cheeks that you were crying. I hate that feeling. It makes the dream seem so real. Even though it doesn't mean shit as of now ( Read more... )

I'm so cold and so lonely. Shivering. Can't sleep. Now I'm here online crying out to you people. To fill you in, I'm going to post my most honest opinion in here ( Read more... )

Yup, not much happened today. Went shopping again, like I went yesterday (but didn't get anything then). Today we went to Kohl's first and I got those really low socks so I can wear them with my Sauconys. Cuz the socks I have now I have to fold down and they look queer anyway. All dirty from the diamatec or however you spell it... that softball ( Read more... )

Sorry I haven't updated in such a long time. I've been busy and what-not with softball and a million people always talking to me online!!! It's crazy. No one on right now 'cept me and Collito. Lonely place. So not much has happened. This past weekend we had an All-Star tournament at New Cumberland. We got 3rd place. Dinky little trophies ( Read more... )

Oh my. Liver. I have such mixed up feelings right now. It's crazy. I REALLY wish Nathan would get online. I miss him so terribly much. He's on my mind 24/7, non stop, can't sleep at night because he's right there!!! I resorted to... get this... READING A BOOK LAST NIGHT... cuz I couldn't sleep AT ALL. Do you understand how desperate that is ( Read more... )

Well it is finally summer!!! I'm sooooooooo flippin' glad too. I really need the break and all. The past days of events have been quite interesting. Let's take it from... Thursday I guess. When my mom got home, we went to the mall to go shopping. Yup, once again more shopping :-D I needed a new bathing suit for Amie Jo's party. I tried on a ( Read more... )

Free Oranges ( Read more... )

Well, I went shopping again today. Got a watch and a cd. Hoobastank. I don't really know much about them and I'm not really obsessed about them but it was the onlie one that appealed to me in Circuit City. So now I'm listening to it. Go me ( Read more... )

OMG I got up at 8:00 this morning. For NATHAN. He better be happy cuz my sleep deprivation is catching up to me right now. I can barely keep my eyelids open and I slept in my room for an hour watching the MTV Movie Awards. Luckily, I woke up just in time to watch Kelly Osbourne's performance of "Papa Don't Preach" again. I think she rules. ( Read more... )