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do we try to find some type of comfort and settle for it ( Read more... )

thinking of using this journal again. it's always nice to vent somewhere

"i can't pretend, that i can't see the end"

have you found what you're looking for?

i'm no longer confused (but don't tell anybody),
i'm about to break the rules (but don't tell anybody),
i got something better than school (but don't tell anybody),
my momma will kill me (but don't tell anybody),
she wants me to get a good ass job (but just like everybody),
she ain't walked in my shoes (but i'm just not everybody)

why should i be the good guy? to be overlooked and not be wanted by you? why should i have to listen how bad some typical guy treated you wrongly and how you wish that someday you'll find someone you can trust and believe that they will take care of you? i'm here aren't i? but you don't see me, you don't realize, and i'm just standing here not ( Read more... )

there isn't much to write about anymore. to be honest, i don't think i have an opinion about anything anymore. all of my thoughts and ideas have no meaning and just end up as a joke in the end. nothing makes sense anymore (like snow in the middle of may).

Try for the right kind of life ( Read more... )

i like this song a lot..... (the one that is playing)

i'm still alone