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Studies show: Intelligent girls are more depressed because they know what the world is really like. I don't want to be a legend. I just want to go home and be with my family. I don't see how I can live this way. Thank you, Cronus. You've made me what I am today: a bundle of broken nerves.

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I was painting in the park earlier and a man came up to me and asked if I could do a quick sketch of his wife and son for mother's day. I agreed because he was a nice man and the woman was very beautiful...and I may have cheated a little and used my flair to help me out, but I did a rather quick painting and gave it to them free of charge ( Read more... )

I'm sorry I haven't been around! I got so busy with all the painting for the gallery in SoHo that agreed to hang some of my paintings! It's not my own gallery but it's a start and I'm very happy. I just sent in three more paintings today. I learned that I didn't have to walk down there and do it myself because there are these companies you can call ( Read more... )

My feet hurt. I think I walked miles yesterday, but it was so much fun. I look at an art workshop at NYU today after I went down to the East Village to talk to people who wanted to look at my work. I figured out that they didn't want me to bring one of my big paintings on canvas. They wanted me to bring a portfolio. I learned how to make a ( Read more... )

Dionysus, I have bad news. New York doesn't allow persons to possess "non-human primates," which includes monkeys. I asked at a pet store today. I got you these instead...and tuna for Scrambles the Death Dealer.

...I'm sorry?

I sold one! I sold one! I sold one ( Read more... )

I had a sudden burst of inspiration over the week. I finished three different paintings and I'm proud of them. Inspiration just sort of crashed into and washed over me like a wave. It was all very exhilarating. I'm excited. I've made a few phone calls about a place for a gallery and there were a few responses. I might spend some time walking around ( Read more... )

That was surprising, though not thoroughly unpleasant...I just didn't expect it to go that way. I feel better, though. I suppose I wouldn't mind doing it again. I just...well, thank you and...yes. We should do that again sometime.

I don't want to have to get out of bed. I'm suddenly glad I don't have to go out of the house to work anymore.

I...I...I don't understand what's going on. It is confusing and difficult and I don't understand. I have tried painting out my frustrations...but...I...I don't know. It is hard and I don't understand.

The paintings...they are unusual. They are of Thanatos.[gone;] They are strange and I...don't like them. I think I'm sick, though rest has not ( Read more... )

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