I'm in this horrible between space. I'm not sure if I'm realizing I've had really low standards, or if I've gained high standards. It's making me look around and wonder if I should change something, or to get comfortable with my situation and calm down. There's just too much on my mind, I suppose. I just want to sort it out already. My own crisis

It seems a lot is happening again. The drama typically isn't centered around me, but I'm drawn in anyway and I'm forced to face it, despite being ill-equipped. I wish there was something I could do. Anything, Just so I don't have to sit around and watch everything implode. I guess that's what I want for Christmas. I just want everyone to move past ( Read more... )

Lately, people have been pointing out that I'm short, and making a joke of it; but the thing is, I don't feel short. I don't feel little. I don't think I need to be tall or Big to fit in or be equal to anyone else. Is there really nothing better to do than to judge or make fun of me for my height because it's the one thing I can't change? Or make ( Read more... )

I've realized so much about myself and the people surrounding me. It's surprising that I didn't catch on to anything sooner. It's more painful than I thought it would be.... Better late than never I suppose; better than remaining oblivious until the end. I wouldn't want to look back, or have people look back and think of me as a fool. But I'm still ( Read more... )

 Hey, it's been awhile, as usual. I wanted to talk about regrets, I often pride myself on having no regrets and if I could go back and change anything, I probably would have done everything exactly the same. and I do agree with that, so I'm true to my word. But I'll occasionally think of a situation, usually an embarrassing one and I just shut my ( Read more... )

 Every time I come on, I end up writing down everything I'm feeling and the deleting it; so, I'm good and well. New Years' is coming and I'm not sure if I'm excited to start over, but it's inevitable. It's coming whether I want it to or not. I hope everything is well and I hope you guys are more excited than I am to start the New Year.

Chrysanthe

 So, this entry is somewhat out of the blue, I had been wanting to write for weeks, but ideas kept coming and going. I wanted to write about one thing, but something happened more recently that I can't get out of my head, I've told several people already, but every time I get a spare moment to myself, like now, It comes back and haunts me a little ( Read more... )

 Hey, so, I come to a realization , it's been an oddly tough week, but I think I've been able to think more clearly. I feel endorphins pounding through me I feel so thrilled, but I've finally come to...actually, nevermind, I don't think I should be posting anything about what I've been thinking until I've officially though it through, and what I ( Read more... )

 Hey, So it's been awhile. Anyhow, I been feeling a bit bothered lately. So some of you may know this, but I started to like this guy awhile back, sometime last year, idk when exactly. but Anyways, we'll call him, X.  So I like this guy and about a month ago, I finally got to talk to him one on one. It was a nice conversation, though I am waiting ( Read more... )

 Hi guys, despite the title of my entry, I would say that farting proudly is not my forte, but anyhow, I'll tell you why I brought this up, my family and I were watching the Olympics and my mom tells us she heard a very helpful quote from a wise man. So, naturally, we all inwardly cringe(or at least I did) at the thought of some good advice, ( Read more... )