t you have done everything but the one thing you need to do in order to fix things. Just ugh. My heart hurts.

Okay. I Fucking miss you so MUCH. Why did you have to go and do all that. We were best friends. I hate this i hate this so much. And it pisses me off tha

and call again. Because i know that im all you think about. I like that it haunts you. What you really want and how your just comfortable with your girlf

he fact that when i asked what would you do if i got a boyfriend, your response was ill kill em. I like that you call every five minutes to just hang up

texts to see how your doing. I like that you tell crazy insane stories and do all you can to not allow me to go spend my time with someone else. I LOVE t

you always call me when your drunk instead of your girlfriend. I like that i come over to take care of you when your sick and that your girlfriend just

are that. I Like the tension. I Like how jealous you get when im with everyone but you. I Like when you freak and then apologize because you have no righ

t to. I Like the secretiveness. I Like the way you want a notebook to write down everything that you wish you could say to me that you can't. I like that

dnt have come here.
you told me to so i did.
so here i am. where are you?
i mean youre here but its not you.
i love when your drunk. Because your really

open to me. Your real and wonderful. Your drunken words are your sober thoughts.

friends.
its time to define and live it.
in a weird way, im happy we