i graduated high school. by far (so far) in my 19 years of life. The worst time in my life. In no other place have i met so many people with a lack of commitment,integrity,morale fiber and generic teenage mediocrity on my life. Seeing so many people just wanting to throw their lives away. Not jsut academiclly but physiclly ( Read more... )

lately, ive used the word love alot, and decided i can feel it, but not describe it. The one person i put myself out there for, the one person i loved, wasnt happy, wasnt content. Im the one to blame. i couldnt cut it, and i know that. We broke up, i put alot into this girl, and stil lcare/love for her. And as far as i know she feels the same ( Read more... )

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Lately has been interesting to say the least. I have another love interest i guess you can say.Ive known her since middle school, and foolishly did nothing about. Now even though i never thought i would never have a chance ever again, it presents it self. I cant say im any less than ecstatic. She makes me feel good,i lovebeing around her. I made it ( Read more... )

so weve gone on 4 dates
i feel real goo about this one
we dont share musical intrests but theres allways been something about this girl,i cant quite put my finger on it,but its good

were going to santamonica this weekend on a double date
should be fun

never would have thought i would be interested in a girl so fast
but old fires start up real fast
i have a velantines
so this should be fun
my first ever
hope all goes well

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been doin alot of nothing lately ( Read more... )

doesnt if feel awesome
knowing you cant have what you want?

doesnt it feel great
not saying what you really mean
and how you feel

yeah it fucking feels AWESOME

finally,finally i found my self a place amoung the shadows
the spitefull
the young
finally ive found my self a place amoung the dweary
the beaten
the apathetic
finally i found my self
i found my place
my place in the world
a liar
and selfish person

ive been real sick lately
i dont know its a weird feeling, im getting chest and body aches while continual fever symptoms happen. It blows casue it makes me feel real shitty
i think it might be casue im not getting enough vitamins, and its not good.
other than that
lifes aight