new journal:
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add me fuck faces.

well, it's not fair, it's not even close. you tied me down, where i'm forced to watch as you poke holes in every part of me containing something secretly. something sacred to me. i lied my face off when i said that i would be okay. it's never fine when you go away. these cuts run deep. these scars are permanent and always on display. this makes ( Read more... )

so maybe im just living a lie, and there is no meaning to any of this shit, everything i do is just a trick to have a better end result, maybe everytime i tell myself im happy im lying, maybe my friends are a lie, maybe you 2 are just lies, this house this family this shit these prblems maybe there lies to.

But i would rather live a lie and be ( Read more... )

I am at KATES house [i <3 her] uhhhmm

yesterday i saw vince he waited in the rain for 4 hours cause hes lame..

Today i hung out with adelino and tino and rich and kate. and i saw ryan and andrew for like a few minuets, but andrew is an asshole soo they left. we came to kates and we chilled in the hot tub cause thats what cool kids do. i  miss tino ( Read more... )

didnt go to school, agian ( Read more... )

i want everything back to how it used to be, memories shouldent make me sad.

is the passion all gone?
or is it still newly wed?
if all this heat is doing is making us stick to the bed
then there is no life to revive.
but if the hunger is still there, hidden somewhere inside
covered up by the boredom we've been trying to hide
then dig it up and devour
and it will be more like a song
and less like its math
if you pull on my hair, and ( Read more... )

everytime i die @ the world on halloween
>fucking go

>this weekend was okay i saw my friends for once, sunday sucked
>today should be awful, but im like not bad
>im single, its gay i need a boyfriend because im a dependent fuck. or a whore. take your pick.
>the blood brothers show was fucking amazing even tho the keyboard was broke
>beaver has no hot ( Read more... )

( kyle made me take this cause he did to hah. <3 )

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[[this is not kyle]

my life is rocking i <3 it nothing bad happens and i have hot friends eccpecially kyle the rest are hot to, and i have a best friend [[becky from what i hear]] i also have a boyfriend who i think is hot and i talk about him to kyle alot and i rub it in his face that im not single and he is. i have fucking ( Read more... )