first day at blockbuster, and it was good. i just put movies away all day. and the computers are sooo old there! its pretty funny, just like my new boss, brian. hes the store manager and hes quite a character, and really fun to be around. and everyone seems nice. yay. and i need to stop trying to wait up for vliff to get home from work because i am ( Read more... )

i'm going up to santa barbra in about half an hour.

urban outfitters, here i come!

im having back surgery in a little over a month, and im nervous, but excited too cause i know it will fix my back. i wish i had some friends out here for support. or at least my georgie to snuggle with me when im stuck on my bed.

i'm training with a mr. universe...

my boyfriend has been recording for hours... like 8 hours! thank god hes done.

alright, theres like this fucking lump on my leg and i want to cut it out soooooo bad!

went down to l.a. today with cliff to register for american idol auditions. i had to get a bracelet to go with him on tuesday. how exciting and how silly! hahaha.

looks like i have to get surgery, im bummed, and pretty scared. but i'll plow through.

i'll do a tap dance on your spinal cord
just because i'm feeling bored.

i had my spine injections this morning, and it was the most painful thing ive ever felt in my entire fucking life. words cant even describe... it was the most horrible fucking thing ive ever experienced.

p.s. muse was fucking amazing last night,
and i love vegan chocolate chip cookies.

MUSE IS TOMORROW!!!!!!!

and cliff just made up with his best friend who he was having problems with, and hes acting a lot different. i think thats why he was being so mean and negative. im glad that its resolved and he seems like himself again.

YAY :)

alright, so things pretty much fucking suck right now ( Read more... )