Or not at all. I've had this Journal since 2004. Seems quite upsetting that I haven't updated for some time now. I've "grown" so much within this journal why would I try to start all over? Makes no sense, to be honest. New Year, New Beginnings. At least that's what we are all told we should believe. I don't think so. The past can't be ( Read more... )

I started a new LJ. And it forces you to get a plus account, which is where you have advertising on your journal. How weird. I kind of want to keep using this one just because of it.

Oh well.. I guess I'll just have to deal with it. It does have more features.

is it in my head? Or is there something else when you look at me?
I wish you would just keep it professional.
You put me in an awkward position when you look me in the eyes for a prolonged time period.
Was that comment about keeping an open-mind supposed to be a hint?
No I don't and won't have an open mind!
Please let this be in my head, please!

I want to be a better person.
There is only one way to be that... but it's just so hard.
But for Him... I must offer everything. Not just half.
Right?

I want to be happy again. I miss Him.

I'm talking about God btw. Not my bf.. pffft hahaha

I'm like really sad tonight and being on my phone isn't cheering me up. Maybe I should cry like my boyfriend says. Just get it out of my system. Everyone is leaving and starting their new lives. Will we break apart? I hope not. I really hope not ( Read more... )

In the end my birthday turned out to be pretty kick ass. A couple of people let me down, not Chilly or Lauren their situation is understandable, but on the bright side a lot of unexpected people were really sweet. On the 16th luck wasn't on my side though, my car got flooded, and stank-ay!!! It was horrible. But now it's fresh and so clean ( Read more... )

I went to go see Wall-E with a couple of friends yesterday. Not only was it an adorable movie, it did not beat around the bush. I think it's highly ironic when a source of media highlights how dependant we are on gadgets that make us lazy. Let's work on making the world a better place without all the high tech new gadgets, shall we? That movie ( Read more... )

Happy Fourth of July. Which means 5 days till Chilly's Birthday, and 13 for mine. Just letting everybody know. It sucks that I won't see my bestest friend for either.. or maybe... We'll see if I make it happen.

It's fucking hot!

peacex3

I took the dog out for a walk the other day, and she somehow got out of her collar. Being the little brat that she is she ran off. She made me chase her for like 20 minutes. It was horrible. Somehow she got hurt and ran home, now she's limping all over the place. GAHHHH ( Read more... )

At the moment I am house/dogsitting for my friend. Well she's letting me stay at her casa for a couple of weeks so the least I could do was take care of her house and the dog. Right? It's been interesting. I wouldn't trust myself with a house, and with good reason. This morning was such a disaster. I was supposed to put the sprinklers on last ( Read more... )