Experiments and Crushes 2/12
Title: Experiments and Crushes
Author: chocolet89
Pairing: Yunho/Junsu
Rating: NC-17
Length: 2/12
Genre: Fluff, Humor, Smut
A/N: Just a quick note ... the first few chapters will mainly be Junsu-centric :3 HoSu moments will appear later ^^
Summary: Junsu walks in on Yunho coming out of the shower one day and his feelings towards the leader are never the same again. As he slowly comes to terms with his newfound sexuality, Junsu also learns ways of pleasuring himself he never thought was possible before
Chapter 2 - Research and Experiments
Junsu’s curiosity got the better of him after a few days.
After making sure all the members were asleep in their respective bedrooms one night, Junsu locked his bedroom door and decided it was time to do some research.
As he went to retrieve the box from his closet, Junsu kept telling himself that this had nothing to do with the fantasies his mind would conjure up every time he looked in a certain leader's way. Nor did it have anything to do with a naked leader appearing in his dreams every night.
Sitting on his bed, Junsu opened the lid of the box and once again confronted the objects within. For reasons he wouldn’t admit, Junsu felt his cock start to stir within his pants just by looking at the main offending object. On a thought, he compared it to Yunho’s half-hard cock he had seen over a week ago and he wondered how big the leader’s cock would be when it was fully hard.
Shivering, Junsu lifted the dildo out and placed it beside the box. Next he picked up the cock ring and he wondered if people really did enjoy having their orgasms staved off until the very last minute. Not wanting to think too much on it, Junsu placed it alongside the dildo before turning his attention back to the box again. Digging through the packing foam to see if there was anything else, Junsu gasped in surprise when his fingers wrapped around a small plastic bottle. Lifting it out of the box, Junsu’s eyes bulged when he realized his brother had sent him a bottle of lube.
Just where does Junho get all this stuff?
Junsu swallowed and decided to do something he had been meaning to since a few days ago.
After packing Junho’s ‘gifts’ back in the box and putting it back in his closet, Junsu went over to his computer and typed in a few keywords into a search engine before hitting the enter key. Clicking on a few links, Junsu’s brow furrowed as read a few articles about homosexuality. As his curiosity on the topic increased, Junsu decided to do another search, typing in a few more keywords. Hovering the mouse point over the ‘search’ button, Junsu took a deep breath to prepare himself for what he was about to do.
Counting to three, Junsu pursed his lips in determination and clicked on the ‘search’ button, determined not to back away from it. Quickly before he could change his mind, Junsu then clicked on the first article that appeared on the search engine and started reading. Halfway through, Junsu’s eyes widened as he read about just how sex with another man worked.
After contemplating for a few seconds, Junsu clicked on a video link from the sidebar and stared, mouth open in surprise as he watched the two men on the screen pleasuring each other. As he continued to watch, Junsu shifted uncomfortably in his seat. Instead of feeling repulsed and disgusted like he thought he would have at the beginning, Junsu was feeling extremely excited and turned on.
Chancing a glance at the time, Junsu groaned when he realized he needed to be up in five hours. He probably should have done this research earlier. They had a full schedule tomorrow and he really should have gone to bed over an hour ago.
However, as he glanced down at the tent forming in his boxers, he realized there was a problem he needed to take care of first before he could sleep. Turning his attention back to the video still playing on the screen, Junsu contemplated his options for a few seconds before reaching a decision.
Slipping a hand into his boxers, Junsu fished out his cock, groaning as his fingers wrapped around the base. As he focused his attention on the video, Junsu swiped a thumb over the tip of his cock feeling the pre-come spreading from the slit. He had a feeling he wouldn’t last long.
Keeping his eyes on the screen, Junsu watched as the two men on the screen pleasured each other in ways he’d never known was possible. Quickening his strokes, Junsu forced his eyes to stay open, watching the video as the man from behind continued to thrust his cock into his partner’s pink entrance.
With his free hand gripping the edge of the desk, Junsu continued pumping his cock, feeling himself getting closer and closer to his release. Finally, when the man in the video pulled his cock out at the last minute just to pump his release all over his partner, Junsu closed his eyes biting his lip to suppress a moan as he came all over his stomach and chest.
Taking deep breaths to calm himself, Junsu counted to ten before opening his eyes. As he grabbed some tissues to clean himself, he tried to ignore the fact that he had just jerked off to watching two men fuck each other. After making sure he was come-free, Junsu tucked his cock back into his boxers before throwing the tissues away. Returning his attention back to the computer screen, Junsu closed the webpage and deleted any evidence of what he’d read and watched before turning the computer off.
Climbing into bed, Junsu curled up on his side as he suddenly felt slightly embarrassed. Although he had jerked off to watching porn before (he was a normal human being after all), this was just different. After watching two men pleasure each other, instead of having felt disgusted, Junsu had been extremely turned on. He felt slightly dirty for having jerked off and even come from watching the video, but then the more he thought about it, the more he couldn’t find a reason for it not being wrong.
As a yawn escaped past his lips, Junsu shook his head and shut his eyes. He could worry about this tomorrow. Right now, he needed to get as much rest as he could and just hope he would wake up on time tomorrow.
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The following day, Junsu was constantly distracted as his mind kept thinking back to the video he’d watched the night before. It also didn’t help that Yunho kept looking in his direction, most likely worried as to why Junsu was so out of it.
When they were finally let off for the day after a long five hours of practicing non-stop in the studio, Junsu couldn’t have been happier. As they all settled into the van, Jaejoong announced that they were going to eat out for dinner tonight. Quickly Junsu feigned weariness and said he would head back to their dorms first. Jaejoong pouted and offered to just cook at home instead so Junsu wouldn’t be alone but Junsu quickly assured him it was okay and they could go enjoy dinner themselves.
“Are you sure Su? Do you want me to accompany you home first and then join the others later?” Yunho asked as he slid closer to put an arm around his shoulders.
Junsu’s eyes widened at the touch and he quickly denied the request. Images of his wet dream last night which included a naked leader suddenly appeared in his mind again and he forced himself to stop the blush that he knew was forming on his cheeks. Luckily it was dark inside the van so no one could see.
“It’s okay hyung, it’s not like I’m sick,” Junsu replied with a small smile. “I’m just tired.”
Yunho didn’t seem convinced and opened his mouth to protest. However Yoochun seemed to understand that Junsu wanted to be alone and he quickly interfered.
“Hyung, if Junsu says he’s okay then he’s okay. You have to learn to trust your member’s words. Now let’s go drop Junsu home first and then grab some dinner before Minnie starts complaining.”
Changmin just grunted and slapped Yoochun over the head lightly at the nickname.
The ‘trust’ thing seemed to work though for the leader as Yunho closed his mouth, only to jut his bottom lip out in a pout straight after. Junsu bit his lip as he had a sudden urge to take it between his teeth. Shaking his head mentally, Junsu tried to clear his mind of any thoughts related to Yunho. But that was kind of hard, given that Yunho still had an arm slung around his shoulders.
Meeting Yoochun’s gaze, Junsu nodded his thanks before turning his attention to the landscape outside the window. His focus gradually changed though when he kept seeing his and Yunho’s reflections in the window every time they passed a street light.
Yunho didn’t seem to mind their closeness at all and was now leaning his head back against the headrest with his eyes closed. Junsu turned his gaze to the reflection of Yunho’s arm still around his shoulders and he wondered why it felt so different this time.
It’s not like this was the first time they had sat like this in the van. Yunho was known for being a very touchy person and would always end up falling asleep on another member’s shoulder, depending on what their sitting arrangements were.
Junsu’s body suddenly felt hot and he tried desperately to keep his mind clear of any dirty thoughts lest he sport an erection. When they finally stopped in the garage to their building, Junsu shifted in his seat and Yunho opened his eyes blearily at the movement.
Smiling at how cute their leader looked right then, Junsu ruffled his hair as he said, “Sorry to wake you up hyung, we’re at the dorms now.”
Yunho just grinned back before removing his arm from around Junsu’s shoulders.
“Enjoy dinner tonight guys,” Junsu addressed to everyone as he stood up to make his way out of the van.
Jaejoong promised to bring him home some leftovers to which Yoochun added in a “that is if Changmin doesn’t finish everything for the night” earning a chuckle from all the members.
Waving goodbye, Junsu watched the van drive off before making his way up to their dorms.
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Twenty minutes later found Junsu settling down in front of his computer, body feeling slightly relaxed after a hot refreshing shower. As he waited for his computer to boot up, Junsu shut his eyes, feeling the day’s exhaustion slowly creeping up on him.
He probably should be catching up on his rest right now since he didn’t get much sleep the night before. However with all the images plaguing his mind throughout the day, Junsu needed to find some release.
Opening up his web browser, Junsu typed in the familiar keywords, feeling a bit more confident and sure than he had been yesterday. Clicking on a different video this time, Junsu fidgeted in his seat as he waited for it to load. He was still feeling slightly nervous doing this, but then he tried to assure himself that it was okay, especially since the other members were out so he didn’t have to worry about someone suddenly barging into his room unexpectedly.
Leaning back in his seat, Junsu clicked the ‘play’ button and groaned at the erotic sight that greeted him. The video was short and the content was slightly more explicit compared to the one he’d watched yesterday. By the time Junsu was halfway through watching it his cock was already hard and throbbing.
A few weeks ago, if anyone had asked if he’d ever let another man touch his ass, Junsu probably would have said no without a second thought. However as he continued to watch the man in the video pleasuring his partner down there, Junsu couldn’t help but think of what it would feel like having someone doing that to him too, namely a certain leader from their group.
As soon as the video ended, Junsu closed the browser once again deleting any evidence that he’d been watching porn before making his way over to his bed.
Stripping himself of his clothes, Junsu lay down on his back, bending his legs at his knees so his feet were laying flat on the bed. Shutting his eyes, Junsu replayed the video in his head as he ran one of his hands up and down his chest and stomach.
His other hand trailed down to wrap around his hard cock and Junsu moaned out loud at the touch. Starting off with slow strokes, Junsu’s thoughts flew back to the two men in the video where one was lying on his back while the other man was teasing his cock. Automatically, Junsu replaced the two men, imagining he was the one lying on the leather couch from the video while Yunho was the other person stroking his cock.
Feeling pre-come leaking out from the tip, Junsu ran his thumb over it, spreading it around his cock, imagining it was Yunho’s wet mouth he was thrusting into, just like what had happened in his dreams last night. In the video the man sucking on his partner’s cock slowly reached up and pressed two fingers against the other’s lips seeking entrance. Junsu mimicked the movement, bringing the hand not wrapped around his cock up to his lips.
Parting them open, Junsu slipped two fingers in, moaning as his tongue wrapped around them coating both fingers with saliva. As he continued to stroke his cock, he trailed the two fingers down, biting his lip as he ran the slick fingers over his nipples.
Spreading his legs wider, Junsu took a deep breath as he pressed forward and circled the rim of his hole with a finger. Gasping at the new sensations, Junsu threw his head back against the pillow and increased the pace of his strokes.
His thoughts went back to the video again where the man on his knees slowly slid a finger into his partner’s entrance. Taking deep breaths to prepare himself for it, Junsu gently pressed a slick finger against his hole and moaned as the first knuckle slipped past the tight ring of muscles.
He winced in pain as he slid his finger in further and tried to relax his muscles, like what he’d read on the article the night before. Tensing up wasn’t going to help and so Junsu tried to relax as he imagined it was Yunho’s finger pressing inside him.
Stroking his cock more firmly to distract the pain, Junsu moaned out loud and he pushed his finger further inside himself groaning at the weird yet pleasant feeling. Feeling his body tense up again, Junsu took deep breaths to calm himself down once more.
As his inner muscles slowly unclenched their hold on his finger, Junsu pulled it out slowly before taking a deep breath and pushing it back in. It hurt less this time, but the pain was still there. Realizing he probably needed more lubrication Junsu opened his eyes and pulled his finger out completely shivering at the feeling.
Sitting up, Junsu made the short trip over to his closet and pulled out the pink box. Dumping it down at the end of his bed, he grabbed the bottle of lube from the box and uncapped it. As he read the label on the bottle he realized Junho had got him a strawberry flavoured one. After pouring a generous amount onto his fingers, Junsu recapped the bottle and set it aside.
Out of curiosity, he reached his tongue out tentatively to lick the tip of a finger. Definitely tasted like strawberries.
Deciding to change his position (as he’d read in the article it would be easier), Junsu sat up in a kneeling position. Spreading his knees apart, Junsu started stroking his cock slowly as he prepared himself for what he was going to do again.
Reaching the other hand behind him, Junsu ran a finger down the crevice of his ass, shivering at the touches before circling the rim of his hole again. With a bit of pressure, Junsu once again pushed his finger in and he marvelled at how much easier it was this time.
With less resistance, Junsu pushed all the way in moaning and throwing his head back at the same time as the change of position meant a whole different angle. With one hand still stroking his cock and one hand pumping in and out of his ass, Junsu was forced to spread his knees wider for balance.
He shut his eyes and imagined Yunho’s body pressed flush against him from behind, imagined it was Yunho’s finger that was sliding in and out of his ass. Involuntarily, Junsu started shifting his hips, thrusting back on his finger as the pleasure started to increase.
Keeping firm strokes on his cock, Junsu bit his lip as he entered a second finger in with the first. The stretch was slightly painful, but it was laced with pleasure and Junsu was glad he decided to use the lube.
As his body gradually got used to the intrusion, his pace quickened and soon he had to reach a hand out to balance himself leaving his cock hard and needy. Then he remembered reading something about a man’s prostate and Junsu’s brows furrowed as he tried to remember what the article had said.
Something about twisting and crooking the fingers inside and -
Junsu’s thoughts were cut off as lights exploded behind his eyes and stars appeared. It didn’t take a genius to know he’d just discovered his prostate. Wanting to experience it again, Junsu thrust his fingers in deeper, pushing back at the same time and another groan escaped past his lips as he hit the sweet spot again.
His cock was leaking pre-come and Junsu groaned, needing to stroke himself off. Leaning forward Junsu turned his head and rested his weight on his shoulders and cheek as he reached down and started stroking his cock again.
As he felt himself nearing his orgasm, Junsu’s strokes on his cock quickened and he pumped his fingers in and out of himself faster. With his eyes shut, Junsu pictured Yunho leaning over him, imagining it was his fingers pumping in and out of his hole, imagining it was his hand Junsu’s cock was thrusting into.
With a final tug on his cock, Junsu shoved his fingers deep inside his body as he shuddered violently, coming all over the bed. Exhaustion overcame his body almost immediately and Junsu collapsed onto the bed, knees giving out from under him. Body shivering as his fingers slipped out of him, Junsu didn’t even care that he was now lying in a puddle of his own come.
The next few minutes were filled with silence, the only sound being Junsu’s haggard breathing as he slowly calmed down again. Rolling onto his back, Junsu grimaced as his brain finally registered the slick substance covering the front of his body.
On a sudden impulse, Junsu swirled his fingers through the white substance before bringing them up to his lips. Before his mind could back out on it, Junsu stuck his tongue out to lick the tip of a finger. It was slightly tangy and bitter, but not repulsive. Licking the rest of the come off his fingers, Junsu’s mind wandered off again and he wondered what Yunho’s come would taste like.
Suddenly the sound of the door to their dorms slamming open was heard and Junsu bolted upright. He could hear the other member’s voices floating down from the hallway outside and he quickly jumped out of bed, wincing slightly at the pain in his backside.
Fumbling around, Junsu shoved lube back in the box and practically threw it into his closet before quickly locating his clothes. Slipping his boxers and jeans on, Junsu was about to put his shirt on when he saw the remains of come still on his chest. As he heard the member’s voices getting closer, he quickly used his shirt to wipe off the come before throwing it into a corner. Seeing the come on his bed sheets, Junsu quickly flipped it over and then did a last minute check on his room to make sure nothing was amiss before walking over to open the door.
He met the other members in the hallway and it wasn’t until he saw their gazes roving over his body did he realize he’d forgotten to grab another shirt to put on. He could only hope they couldn’t smell the come and that he’d also managed to wipe all the stains off his chest.
“What are you doing without a shirt on?” Yoochun asked with a leer. Changmin rolled his eyes at him while Jaejoong let out a chuckle. Junsu’s attention turned to the leader whose eyes were focused on Junsu’s naked torso.
Feeling a blush creeping up his cheeks, Junsu turned away and said, “I was just getting changed for bed when I heard a stampede out in the hallway and thought some robbers had come in.”
It was lame but it got the others laughing. He let out a shy smile and was glad Jaejoong decided to use a spicy cologne today - it definitely helped to cover up the smell of sex in the air.
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Chapter 12: Naked, Wet and No Longer in Denial
Chapter 11: Realizations and Discoveries
Chapter 10: Handjobs and More Kisses
Chapter 9: Reassuring Kisses
Chapter 8: One Step Closer
Chapter 7: Confessions and Misunderstandings
Chapter 6: Curiosity
Chapter 5: Awkward Moments
Chapter 4: More Toys
Chapter 3: More Experiments
Chapter 2: Research and Experiments
Chapter 1: Naked, Wet and in Denial
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A/N: Ahh sorry for the late update :3 I was originally planning on posting this chapter up yesterday but then after rereading it for the umpteenth time, my mind decided it wanted to add more so yea XD I ended up adding a small HoSu moment after all ^^ so it’s not too Junsu-centred XD
Thank u for everyone’s support and all ur lovely comments ^^ it makes me happy to see everyone enjoying this fic ~ hopefully u all enjoyed this chapter too ~ ♥
Author: chocolet89
Pairing: Yunho/Junsu
Rating: NC-17
Length: 2/12
Genre: Fluff, Humor, Smut
A/N: Just a quick note ... the first few chapters will mainly be Junsu-centric :3 HoSu moments will appear later ^^
Summary: Junsu walks in on Yunho coming out of the shower one day and his feelings towards the leader are never the same again. As he slowly comes to terms with his newfound sexuality, Junsu also learns ways of pleasuring himself he never thought was possible before
Chapter 2 - Research and Experiments
Junsu’s curiosity got the better of him after a few days.
After making sure all the members were asleep in their respective bedrooms one night, Junsu locked his bedroom door and decided it was time to do some research.
As he went to retrieve the box from his closet, Junsu kept telling himself that this had nothing to do with the fantasies his mind would conjure up every time he looked in a certain leader's way. Nor did it have anything to do with a naked leader appearing in his dreams every night.
Sitting on his bed, Junsu opened the lid of the box and once again confronted the objects within. For reasons he wouldn’t admit, Junsu felt his cock start to stir within his pants just by looking at the main offending object. On a thought, he compared it to Yunho’s half-hard cock he had seen over a week ago and he wondered how big the leader’s cock would be when it was fully hard.
Shivering, Junsu lifted the dildo out and placed it beside the box. Next he picked up the cock ring and he wondered if people really did enjoy having their orgasms staved off until the very last minute. Not wanting to think too much on it, Junsu placed it alongside the dildo before turning his attention back to the box again. Digging through the packing foam to see if there was anything else, Junsu gasped in surprise when his fingers wrapped around a small plastic bottle. Lifting it out of the box, Junsu’s eyes bulged when he realized his brother had sent him a bottle of lube.
Just where does Junho get all this stuff?
Junsu swallowed and decided to do something he had been meaning to since a few days ago.
After packing Junho’s ‘gifts’ back in the box and putting it back in his closet, Junsu went over to his computer and typed in a few keywords into a search engine before hitting the enter key. Clicking on a few links, Junsu’s brow furrowed as read a few articles about homosexuality. As his curiosity on the topic increased, Junsu decided to do another search, typing in a few more keywords. Hovering the mouse point over the ‘search’ button, Junsu took a deep breath to prepare himself for what he was about to do.
Counting to three, Junsu pursed his lips in determination and clicked on the ‘search’ button, determined not to back away from it. Quickly before he could change his mind, Junsu then clicked on the first article that appeared on the search engine and started reading. Halfway through, Junsu’s eyes widened as he read about just how sex with another man worked.
After contemplating for a few seconds, Junsu clicked on a video link from the sidebar and stared, mouth open in surprise as he watched the two men on the screen pleasuring each other. As he continued to watch, Junsu shifted uncomfortably in his seat. Instead of feeling repulsed and disgusted like he thought he would have at the beginning, Junsu was feeling extremely excited and turned on.
Chancing a glance at the time, Junsu groaned when he realized he needed to be up in five hours. He probably should have done this research earlier. They had a full schedule tomorrow and he really should have gone to bed over an hour ago.
However, as he glanced down at the tent forming in his boxers, he realized there was a problem he needed to take care of first before he could sleep. Turning his attention back to the video still playing on the screen, Junsu contemplated his options for a few seconds before reaching a decision.
Slipping a hand into his boxers, Junsu fished out his cock, groaning as his fingers wrapped around the base. As he focused his attention on the video, Junsu swiped a thumb over the tip of his cock feeling the pre-come spreading from the slit. He had a feeling he wouldn’t last long.
Keeping his eyes on the screen, Junsu watched as the two men on the screen pleasured each other in ways he’d never known was possible. Quickening his strokes, Junsu forced his eyes to stay open, watching the video as the man from behind continued to thrust his cock into his partner’s pink entrance.
With his free hand gripping the edge of the desk, Junsu continued pumping his cock, feeling himself getting closer and closer to his release. Finally, when the man in the video pulled his cock out at the last minute just to pump his release all over his partner, Junsu closed his eyes biting his lip to suppress a moan as he came all over his stomach and chest.
Taking deep breaths to calm himself, Junsu counted to ten before opening his eyes. As he grabbed some tissues to clean himself, he tried to ignore the fact that he had just jerked off to watching two men fuck each other. After making sure he was come-free, Junsu tucked his cock back into his boxers before throwing the tissues away. Returning his attention back to the computer screen, Junsu closed the webpage and deleted any evidence of what he’d read and watched before turning the computer off.
Climbing into bed, Junsu curled up on his side as he suddenly felt slightly embarrassed. Although he had jerked off to watching porn before (he was a normal human being after all), this was just different. After watching two men pleasure each other, instead of having felt disgusted, Junsu had been extremely turned on. He felt slightly dirty for having jerked off and even come from watching the video, but then the more he thought about it, the more he couldn’t find a reason for it not being wrong.
As a yawn escaped past his lips, Junsu shook his head and shut his eyes. He could worry about this tomorrow. Right now, he needed to get as much rest as he could and just hope he would wake up on time tomorrow.
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The following day, Junsu was constantly distracted as his mind kept thinking back to the video he’d watched the night before. It also didn’t help that Yunho kept looking in his direction, most likely worried as to why Junsu was so out of it.
When they were finally let off for the day after a long five hours of practicing non-stop in the studio, Junsu couldn’t have been happier. As they all settled into the van, Jaejoong announced that they were going to eat out for dinner tonight. Quickly Junsu feigned weariness and said he would head back to their dorms first. Jaejoong pouted and offered to just cook at home instead so Junsu wouldn’t be alone but Junsu quickly assured him it was okay and they could go enjoy dinner themselves.
“Are you sure Su? Do you want me to accompany you home first and then join the others later?” Yunho asked as he slid closer to put an arm around his shoulders.
Junsu’s eyes widened at the touch and he quickly denied the request. Images of his wet dream last night which included a naked leader suddenly appeared in his mind again and he forced himself to stop the blush that he knew was forming on his cheeks. Luckily it was dark inside the van so no one could see.
“It’s okay hyung, it’s not like I’m sick,” Junsu replied with a small smile. “I’m just tired.”
Yunho didn’t seem convinced and opened his mouth to protest. However Yoochun seemed to understand that Junsu wanted to be alone and he quickly interfered.
“Hyung, if Junsu says he’s okay then he’s okay. You have to learn to trust your member’s words. Now let’s go drop Junsu home first and then grab some dinner before Minnie starts complaining.”
Changmin just grunted and slapped Yoochun over the head lightly at the nickname.
The ‘trust’ thing seemed to work though for the leader as Yunho closed his mouth, only to jut his bottom lip out in a pout straight after. Junsu bit his lip as he had a sudden urge to take it between his teeth. Shaking his head mentally, Junsu tried to clear his mind of any thoughts related to Yunho. But that was kind of hard, given that Yunho still had an arm slung around his shoulders.
Meeting Yoochun’s gaze, Junsu nodded his thanks before turning his attention to the landscape outside the window. His focus gradually changed though when he kept seeing his and Yunho’s reflections in the window every time they passed a street light.
Yunho didn’t seem to mind their closeness at all and was now leaning his head back against the headrest with his eyes closed. Junsu turned his gaze to the reflection of Yunho’s arm still around his shoulders and he wondered why it felt so different this time.
It’s not like this was the first time they had sat like this in the van. Yunho was known for being a very touchy person and would always end up falling asleep on another member’s shoulder, depending on what their sitting arrangements were.
Junsu’s body suddenly felt hot and he tried desperately to keep his mind clear of any dirty thoughts lest he sport an erection. When they finally stopped in the garage to their building, Junsu shifted in his seat and Yunho opened his eyes blearily at the movement.
Smiling at how cute their leader looked right then, Junsu ruffled his hair as he said, “Sorry to wake you up hyung, we’re at the dorms now.”
Yunho just grinned back before removing his arm from around Junsu’s shoulders.
“Enjoy dinner tonight guys,” Junsu addressed to everyone as he stood up to make his way out of the van.
Jaejoong promised to bring him home some leftovers to which Yoochun added in a “that is if Changmin doesn’t finish everything for the night” earning a chuckle from all the members.
Waving goodbye, Junsu watched the van drive off before making his way up to their dorms.
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Twenty minutes later found Junsu settling down in front of his computer, body feeling slightly relaxed after a hot refreshing shower. As he waited for his computer to boot up, Junsu shut his eyes, feeling the day’s exhaustion slowly creeping up on him.
He probably should be catching up on his rest right now since he didn’t get much sleep the night before. However with all the images plaguing his mind throughout the day, Junsu needed to find some release.
Opening up his web browser, Junsu typed in the familiar keywords, feeling a bit more confident and sure than he had been yesterday. Clicking on a different video this time, Junsu fidgeted in his seat as he waited for it to load. He was still feeling slightly nervous doing this, but then he tried to assure himself that it was okay, especially since the other members were out so he didn’t have to worry about someone suddenly barging into his room unexpectedly.
Leaning back in his seat, Junsu clicked the ‘play’ button and groaned at the erotic sight that greeted him. The video was short and the content was slightly more explicit compared to the one he’d watched yesterday. By the time Junsu was halfway through watching it his cock was already hard and throbbing.
A few weeks ago, if anyone had asked if he’d ever let another man touch his ass, Junsu probably would have said no without a second thought. However as he continued to watch the man in the video pleasuring his partner down there, Junsu couldn’t help but think of what it would feel like having someone doing that to him too, namely a certain leader from their group.
As soon as the video ended, Junsu closed the browser once again deleting any evidence that he’d been watching porn before making his way over to his bed.
Stripping himself of his clothes, Junsu lay down on his back, bending his legs at his knees so his feet were laying flat on the bed. Shutting his eyes, Junsu replayed the video in his head as he ran one of his hands up and down his chest and stomach.
His other hand trailed down to wrap around his hard cock and Junsu moaned out loud at the touch. Starting off with slow strokes, Junsu’s thoughts flew back to the two men in the video where one was lying on his back while the other man was teasing his cock. Automatically, Junsu replaced the two men, imagining he was the one lying on the leather couch from the video while Yunho was the other person stroking his cock.
Feeling pre-come leaking out from the tip, Junsu ran his thumb over it, spreading it around his cock, imagining it was Yunho’s wet mouth he was thrusting into, just like what had happened in his dreams last night. In the video the man sucking on his partner’s cock slowly reached up and pressed two fingers against the other’s lips seeking entrance. Junsu mimicked the movement, bringing the hand not wrapped around his cock up to his lips.
Parting them open, Junsu slipped two fingers in, moaning as his tongue wrapped around them coating both fingers with saliva. As he continued to stroke his cock, he trailed the two fingers down, biting his lip as he ran the slick fingers over his nipples.
Spreading his legs wider, Junsu took a deep breath as he pressed forward and circled the rim of his hole with a finger. Gasping at the new sensations, Junsu threw his head back against the pillow and increased the pace of his strokes.
His thoughts went back to the video again where the man on his knees slowly slid a finger into his partner’s entrance. Taking deep breaths to prepare himself for it, Junsu gently pressed a slick finger against his hole and moaned as the first knuckle slipped past the tight ring of muscles.
He winced in pain as he slid his finger in further and tried to relax his muscles, like what he’d read on the article the night before. Tensing up wasn’t going to help and so Junsu tried to relax as he imagined it was Yunho’s finger pressing inside him.
Stroking his cock more firmly to distract the pain, Junsu moaned out loud and he pushed his finger further inside himself groaning at the weird yet pleasant feeling. Feeling his body tense up again, Junsu took deep breaths to calm himself down once more.
As his inner muscles slowly unclenched their hold on his finger, Junsu pulled it out slowly before taking a deep breath and pushing it back in. It hurt less this time, but the pain was still there. Realizing he probably needed more lubrication Junsu opened his eyes and pulled his finger out completely shivering at the feeling.
Sitting up, Junsu made the short trip over to his closet and pulled out the pink box. Dumping it down at the end of his bed, he grabbed the bottle of lube from the box and uncapped it. As he read the label on the bottle he realized Junho had got him a strawberry flavoured one. After pouring a generous amount onto his fingers, Junsu recapped the bottle and set it aside.
Out of curiosity, he reached his tongue out tentatively to lick the tip of a finger. Definitely tasted like strawberries.
Deciding to change his position (as he’d read in the article it would be easier), Junsu sat up in a kneeling position. Spreading his knees apart, Junsu started stroking his cock slowly as he prepared himself for what he was going to do again.
Reaching the other hand behind him, Junsu ran a finger down the crevice of his ass, shivering at the touches before circling the rim of his hole again. With a bit of pressure, Junsu once again pushed his finger in and he marvelled at how much easier it was this time.
With less resistance, Junsu pushed all the way in moaning and throwing his head back at the same time as the change of position meant a whole different angle. With one hand still stroking his cock and one hand pumping in and out of his ass, Junsu was forced to spread his knees wider for balance.
He shut his eyes and imagined Yunho’s body pressed flush against him from behind, imagined it was Yunho’s finger that was sliding in and out of his ass. Involuntarily, Junsu started shifting his hips, thrusting back on his finger as the pleasure started to increase.
Keeping firm strokes on his cock, Junsu bit his lip as he entered a second finger in with the first. The stretch was slightly painful, but it was laced with pleasure and Junsu was glad he decided to use the lube.
As his body gradually got used to the intrusion, his pace quickened and soon he had to reach a hand out to balance himself leaving his cock hard and needy. Then he remembered reading something about a man’s prostate and Junsu’s brows furrowed as he tried to remember what the article had said.
Something about twisting and crooking the fingers inside and -
Junsu’s thoughts were cut off as lights exploded behind his eyes and stars appeared. It didn’t take a genius to know he’d just discovered his prostate. Wanting to experience it again, Junsu thrust his fingers in deeper, pushing back at the same time and another groan escaped past his lips as he hit the sweet spot again.
His cock was leaking pre-come and Junsu groaned, needing to stroke himself off. Leaning forward Junsu turned his head and rested his weight on his shoulders and cheek as he reached down and started stroking his cock again.
As he felt himself nearing his orgasm, Junsu’s strokes on his cock quickened and he pumped his fingers in and out of himself faster. With his eyes shut, Junsu pictured Yunho leaning over him, imagining it was his fingers pumping in and out of his hole, imagining it was his hand Junsu’s cock was thrusting into.
With a final tug on his cock, Junsu shoved his fingers deep inside his body as he shuddered violently, coming all over the bed. Exhaustion overcame his body almost immediately and Junsu collapsed onto the bed, knees giving out from under him. Body shivering as his fingers slipped out of him, Junsu didn’t even care that he was now lying in a puddle of his own come.
The next few minutes were filled with silence, the only sound being Junsu’s haggard breathing as he slowly calmed down again. Rolling onto his back, Junsu grimaced as his brain finally registered the slick substance covering the front of his body.
On a sudden impulse, Junsu swirled his fingers through the white substance before bringing them up to his lips. Before his mind could back out on it, Junsu stuck his tongue out to lick the tip of a finger. It was slightly tangy and bitter, but not repulsive. Licking the rest of the come off his fingers, Junsu’s mind wandered off again and he wondered what Yunho’s come would taste like.
Suddenly the sound of the door to their dorms slamming open was heard and Junsu bolted upright. He could hear the other member’s voices floating down from the hallway outside and he quickly jumped out of bed, wincing slightly at the pain in his backside.
Fumbling around, Junsu shoved lube back in the box and practically threw it into his closet before quickly locating his clothes. Slipping his boxers and jeans on, Junsu was about to put his shirt on when he saw the remains of come still on his chest. As he heard the member’s voices getting closer, he quickly used his shirt to wipe off the come before throwing it into a corner. Seeing the come on his bed sheets, Junsu quickly flipped it over and then did a last minute check on his room to make sure nothing was amiss before walking over to open the door.
He met the other members in the hallway and it wasn’t until he saw their gazes roving over his body did he realize he’d forgotten to grab another shirt to put on. He could only hope they couldn’t smell the come and that he’d also managed to wipe all the stains off his chest.
“What are you doing without a shirt on?” Yoochun asked with a leer. Changmin rolled his eyes at him while Jaejoong let out a chuckle. Junsu’s attention turned to the leader whose eyes were focused on Junsu’s naked torso.
Feeling a blush creeping up his cheeks, Junsu turned away and said, “I was just getting changed for bed when I heard a stampede out in the hallway and thought some robbers had come in.”
It was lame but it got the others laughing. He let out a shy smile and was glad Jaejoong decided to use a spicy cologne today - it definitely helped to cover up the smell of sex in the air.
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Chapter 12: Naked, Wet and No Longer in Denial
Chapter 11: Realizations and Discoveries
Chapter 10: Handjobs and More Kisses
Chapter 9: Reassuring Kisses
Chapter 8: One Step Closer
Chapter 7: Confessions and Misunderstandings
Chapter 6: Curiosity
Chapter 5: Awkward Moments
Chapter 4: More Toys
Chapter 3: More Experiments
Chapter 2: Research and Experiments
Chapter 1: Naked, Wet and in Denial
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A/N: Ahh sorry for the late update :3 I was originally planning on posting this chapter up yesterday but then after rereading it for the umpteenth time, my mind decided it wanted to add more so yea XD I ended up adding a small HoSu moment after all ^^ so it’s not too Junsu-centred XD
Thank u for everyone’s support and all ur lovely comments ^^ it makes me happy to see everyone enjoying this fic ~ hopefully u all enjoyed this chapter too ~ ♥