Experiments and Crushes 1/12
Title: Experiments and Crushes
Author: chocolet89
Pairing: Yunho/Junsu
Rating: NC-17
Length: 1/12
Genre: Fluff, Humor, Smut
A/N: Sorry for the lame title and summary OTL I’m really bad with these …
Summary: Junsu walks in on Yunho coming out of the shower one day and his feelings towards the leader are never the same again. As he slowly comes to terms with his newfound sexuality, Junsu also learns ways of pleasuring himself he never thought was possible before
Chapter 1 - Naked, Wet and in Denial
Junsu took deep breaths to calm himself down as soon as he shut the bedroom door behind him. They’d all seen each other naked before, so what was so wrong about the situation just then?
The difference was, Yunho was naked and wet, the water dripping off his hair, trailing down his shoulders and sliding down those firm muscles …
Junsu shut his eyes and tried to block out the image but that only made it worse. With his eyes shut, Junsu was able to recall the image even clearer. Opening his eyes again, Junsu moved forward and collapsed onto his bed trying his best to rid the naked and wet image of Dong Bang Shin Ki’s leader from his mind.
Jaejoong, Yoochun and Changmin had gone out earlier for the day leaving only Yunho and Junsu in their dorms. Junsu had spent the whole day playing games on his computer and finally when he noticed it was starting to get dark, he decided he would go take a shower quickly before the other three members returned and started fighting for the bathroom.
He had opened the bathroom door thinking that Yunho was still out jogging since the leader had informed Junsu earlier he would be out. Unfortunately Junsu had been too immersed in his games to notice that the leader had already come back and was in the bathroom. When Junsu had opened the bathroom door, he was greeted with a very wet and very naked Jung Yunho coming out of the shower.
Junsu had never been attracted to other guys for as long as he could remember. But there was something about seeing Yunho’s body naked and on full display that made Junsu blush. After having stayed frozen for what would have probably been a full ten seconds, Junsu had finally snapped out of his daze and after muttering a quick apology, had quickly rushed back to his room, which brought him back to the present.
Even as Junsu tried to rid the images of his leader out of his head, they kept coming back. He remembered the way Yunho’s muscles on his body moved when he went to ruffle the towel against his hair. He remembered the way the water trailed down the leader’s body causing Junsu’s gaze to drop lower. Which lead him to the object that had caught his attention the most … Yunho’s cock.
Rolling onto his back, Junsu groaned as he remembered Yunho’s half-hard cock that had been on full display. Sure he’d seen all the other members naked before but somehow this was just different.
Sitting up with a groan, Junsu was about to get off the bed when he realized his cock was hard. There was no way he was going to be able to walk outside without dealing with it first. Leaning his back against the headboard, Junsu shoved a hand inside his sweats and wrapped his fingers around his cock, biting his lip to keep from screaming out loud. Knowing that he didn’t have much time, Junsu tugged on his cock hard and fast, bringing his other hand up under his shirt to flick at a nipple.
As he shut his eyes in bliss, the image of the leader wet and naked appeared in his mind again and Junsu moaned remembering how the droplets of water slid down Yunho’s smooth tan skin. As he pictured Yunho’s lower half, Junsu suddenly imagined himself touching Yunho’s cock, caressing it with his lips and fingers.
With that image stuck in his head, Junsu gave his cock a few sharp tugs before coming, Yunho’s name a soft whisper on his lips. Once he’d calmed down from his orgasm, Junsu’s eyes snapped open in confusion.
He’d literally just jerked off to thoughts of Yunho, his leader, another man.
As he tried to clear his thoughts once again, a soft knock was heard and Junsu quickly removed his hand from his pants just as his door creaked open. The leader's head poked in and Junsu froze, wondering if Yunho had been behind the door the whole time Junsu had been jerking off.
“Junsu? You can take a shower now, I’m done with the bathroom,” Yunho said with a smile.
Junsu nodded his head as he took in the sight before him. He knew he was staring again but he couldn’t help it. Yunho was wearing a white wife beater matched with a pair of black shorts and the towel he had used to dry his hair before was currently slung around his neck.
Shaking his head mentally, Junsu quickly cleared his throat and said, “T-Thanks hyung, I’ll be out in a sec.”
When Yunho left the room, Junsu released a breath he didn’t know he’d been holding in. He’d seen Yunho in the same attire before, so why was it any different now?
The difference is you’ve seen Yunho naked and wet … and you liked it.
Junsu groaned and fell back onto the bed.
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The following morning, Junsu couldn’t meet Yunho’s eyes. Every time he looked up to see a smile directed at him, he would feel all guilty again as he remembered how he had jerked off to thoughts of his leader the day before.
However, at the same time Junsu was avoiding the leader’s gaze, he couldn’t stop himself from checking out the latter’s body. When he caught himself doing so every time, he’d try to convince himself it was because he was envious of the leader’s body. At the moment, compared to Yunho, Junsu’s body would be considered ‘slim’ whereas Yunho’s was more built and muscular. Junsu made a reminder to himself to hit the gym more often.
When he caught himself staring at Yunho later on during the day when they were in the studio practicing, he tried to pass it off as envying the leader’s dancing skills. The way his body moved, the way his hips swayed, Junsu couldn’t help but stare, watching those powerful muscles ripple beneath that taut golden skin glistening with sweat. Everyone kept comparing their dancing skills debating on who was better but Junsu knew his skills were nothing compared to Yunho’s.
It was only when their manager yelled out it was time to head off that Junsu realized he’d been staring at their leader for the past twenty minutes. Shaking his head to clear his mind, Junsu stood up and quickly rushed out the door.
I was just envying his dance skills and his body … nothing else.
---
It wasn’t until he caught himself staring at Yunho while the leader was getting changed in their backstage room a few days later did Junsu finally accept the fact that his constant staring wasn’t just for envying the leader’s body and skills.
So does this mean I’m gay?
That night after bidding everyone an early good night, Junsu went into his room and sat on his bed, phone in hand. Scrolling through his list of contacts, he stopped on Junho’s number. Taking a deep breath Junsu pressed the dial key and waited.
“Hello?”
“Hello hyung? It’s me Junsu.”
“Hey bro, how are you?”
Junsu sighed and proceeded to tell his brother everything starting from when he'd walked in on Yunho coming out of the shower. They’d never had any secrets between them since childhood and Junsu would always confide in Junho whenever he had any problems that he couldn’t talk to any of the other DBSK members with.
“Well I guess it’s normal to have these thoughts when you’re living in a dorm with four other good looking guys. I guess what you have to figure out now is, whether it’s just a curiosity thing, or if you really are into men … or if maybe it’s just Yunho in general.”
“But, so it’s not wrong or anything? I can’t even look at Yunho in the eye now without feeling weird and guilty.”
“Well if you ask me, I don’t think there’s anything wrong with liking someone of the same sex. It’d only be weird if you looked at me that way because that’d be incest and yea …”
Junho trailed off and Junsu shivered as his mind tried to picture his brother that way.
“Umm well, I-I haven’t really looked at any of the other three members that way. Changmin is like a younger baby brother to me and I don’t think I could imagine him in a … sexual way. Yoochun is similar to me in a lot of things and I just can’t picture him as anyone other than a real close friend. Jaejoong is … he’s sometimes like a parental figure of our group and his features are a bit feminine at times …”
“So there’s a big possibility that this whole thing might just be a ‘Yunho’ thing then.”
Junsu nodded his head even though he knew Junho couldn’t see him from where he was. “I guess…”
They talked for a bit more after that and when Junsu got off the phone fifteen minutes later, he had a smile on his face as his brother’s supportive words echoed in his head.
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A few days later found Junsu curled up in the corner of the couch alone in the dorms pouting. He was just about to list off a bunch of excuses as to why he was tempted to look in Yunho’s direction every time he saw him when he was interrupted by the ringing of the doorbell.
Wondering if one of the members had returned but forgot to grab their keys, Junsu went over and opened the door only to be greeted by the security guard to their apartment building standing outside with a parcel in his hands. After a few exchanged greetings, the security guard handed the parcel over saying someone had just delivered it to them. Junsu thanked the man and carried the parcel inside.
Glancing at the parcel’s return address once he shut the door behind him, Junsu saw it was from his brother and his curiosity piqued. There was a ‘confidential’ sticker stuck on top and his interest in the contents of the parcel increased even more. Bypassing the couch, Junsu decided to go into his own room to open it up.
Taking a seat on his bed with a smile, Junsu wondered what it was Junho had sent him. After ripping the wrapping paper off, Junsu was left with a pink box on his lap. With a curious gaze, Junsu slowly lifted the lid off the box and gasped in surprise when he saw what was inside. In the midst of all the packing foam sat a purple dildo with a matching cock ring. A note sat to the side of the objects and in Junho’s neat handwriting it said,
In case you’re ever curious.
Junsu shoved the box into his closet, refusing to look into it anymore.
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Chapter 12: Naked, Wet and No Longer in Denial
Chapter 11: Realizations and Discoveries
Chapter 10: Handjobs and More Kisses
Chapter 9: Reassuring Kisses
Chapter 8: One Step Closer
Chapter 7: Confessions and Misunderstandings
Chapter 6: Curiosity
Chapter 5: Awkward Moments
Chapter 4: More Toys
Chapter 3: More Experiments
Chapter 2: Research and Experiments
Chapter 1: Naked, Wet and in Denial
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A/N: And that’s the first chapter ^^ this is my first time writing HoSu so please bear with me ~~
Just letting everyone know too … the first few chapters will mainly be Junsu-centred :3 HoSu moments will appear later ^^
This was an intended one-shot idea I had in my mind, but then as I wrote, it just kept getting longer and longer OTL and just in case it wasn't clear for you all, toys will be involved 8D
Please feel free to leave me any feedback or criticism, I'll welcome any comments whether it's postive or negative as it helps me improve my writing =]
Thanks again for checking out my fic and I'll have the next chapter up in a few days ^^ ♥
Author: chocolet89
Pairing: Yunho/Junsu
Rating: NC-17
Length: 1/12
Genre: Fluff, Humor, Smut
A/N: Sorry for the lame title and summary OTL I’m really bad with these …
Summary: Junsu walks in on Yunho coming out of the shower one day and his feelings towards the leader are never the same again. As he slowly comes to terms with his newfound sexuality, Junsu also learns ways of pleasuring himself he never thought was possible before
Chapter 1 - Naked, Wet and in Denial
Junsu took deep breaths to calm himself down as soon as he shut the bedroom door behind him. They’d all seen each other naked before, so what was so wrong about the situation just then?
The difference was, Yunho was naked and wet, the water dripping off his hair, trailing down his shoulders and sliding down those firm muscles …
Junsu shut his eyes and tried to block out the image but that only made it worse. With his eyes shut, Junsu was able to recall the image even clearer. Opening his eyes again, Junsu moved forward and collapsed onto his bed trying his best to rid the naked and wet image of Dong Bang Shin Ki’s leader from his mind.
Jaejoong, Yoochun and Changmin had gone out earlier for the day leaving only Yunho and Junsu in their dorms. Junsu had spent the whole day playing games on his computer and finally when he noticed it was starting to get dark, he decided he would go take a shower quickly before the other three members returned and started fighting for the bathroom.
He had opened the bathroom door thinking that Yunho was still out jogging since the leader had informed Junsu earlier he would be out. Unfortunately Junsu had been too immersed in his games to notice that the leader had already come back and was in the bathroom. When Junsu had opened the bathroom door, he was greeted with a very wet and very naked Jung Yunho coming out of the shower.
Junsu had never been attracted to other guys for as long as he could remember. But there was something about seeing Yunho’s body naked and on full display that made Junsu blush. After having stayed frozen for what would have probably been a full ten seconds, Junsu had finally snapped out of his daze and after muttering a quick apology, had quickly rushed back to his room, which brought him back to the present.
Even as Junsu tried to rid the images of his leader out of his head, they kept coming back. He remembered the way Yunho’s muscles on his body moved when he went to ruffle the towel against his hair. He remembered the way the water trailed down the leader’s body causing Junsu’s gaze to drop lower. Which lead him to the object that had caught his attention the most … Yunho’s cock.
Rolling onto his back, Junsu groaned as he remembered Yunho’s half-hard cock that had been on full display. Sure he’d seen all the other members naked before but somehow this was just different.
Sitting up with a groan, Junsu was about to get off the bed when he realized his cock was hard. There was no way he was going to be able to walk outside without dealing with it first. Leaning his back against the headboard, Junsu shoved a hand inside his sweats and wrapped his fingers around his cock, biting his lip to keep from screaming out loud. Knowing that he didn’t have much time, Junsu tugged on his cock hard and fast, bringing his other hand up under his shirt to flick at a nipple.
As he shut his eyes in bliss, the image of the leader wet and naked appeared in his mind again and Junsu moaned remembering how the droplets of water slid down Yunho’s smooth tan skin. As he pictured Yunho’s lower half, Junsu suddenly imagined himself touching Yunho’s cock, caressing it with his lips and fingers.
With that image stuck in his head, Junsu gave his cock a few sharp tugs before coming, Yunho’s name a soft whisper on his lips. Once he’d calmed down from his orgasm, Junsu’s eyes snapped open in confusion.
He’d literally just jerked off to thoughts of Yunho, his leader, another man.
As he tried to clear his thoughts once again, a soft knock was heard and Junsu quickly removed his hand from his pants just as his door creaked open. The leader's head poked in and Junsu froze, wondering if Yunho had been behind the door the whole time Junsu had been jerking off.
“Junsu? You can take a shower now, I’m done with the bathroom,” Yunho said with a smile.
Junsu nodded his head as he took in the sight before him. He knew he was staring again but he couldn’t help it. Yunho was wearing a white wife beater matched with a pair of black shorts and the towel he had used to dry his hair before was currently slung around his neck.
Shaking his head mentally, Junsu quickly cleared his throat and said, “T-Thanks hyung, I’ll be out in a sec.”
When Yunho left the room, Junsu released a breath he didn’t know he’d been holding in. He’d seen Yunho in the same attire before, so why was it any different now?
The difference is you’ve seen Yunho naked and wet … and you liked it.
Junsu groaned and fell back onto the bed.
---
The following morning, Junsu couldn’t meet Yunho’s eyes. Every time he looked up to see a smile directed at him, he would feel all guilty again as he remembered how he had jerked off to thoughts of his leader the day before.
However, at the same time Junsu was avoiding the leader’s gaze, he couldn’t stop himself from checking out the latter’s body. When he caught himself doing so every time, he’d try to convince himself it was because he was envious of the leader’s body. At the moment, compared to Yunho, Junsu’s body would be considered ‘slim’ whereas Yunho’s was more built and muscular. Junsu made a reminder to himself to hit the gym more often.
When he caught himself staring at Yunho later on during the day when they were in the studio practicing, he tried to pass it off as envying the leader’s dancing skills. The way his body moved, the way his hips swayed, Junsu couldn’t help but stare, watching those powerful muscles ripple beneath that taut golden skin glistening with sweat. Everyone kept comparing their dancing skills debating on who was better but Junsu knew his skills were nothing compared to Yunho’s.
It was only when their manager yelled out it was time to head off that Junsu realized he’d been staring at their leader for the past twenty minutes. Shaking his head to clear his mind, Junsu stood up and quickly rushed out the door.
I was just envying his dance skills and his body … nothing else.
---
It wasn’t until he caught himself staring at Yunho while the leader was getting changed in their backstage room a few days later did Junsu finally accept the fact that his constant staring wasn’t just for envying the leader’s body and skills.
So does this mean I’m gay?
That night after bidding everyone an early good night, Junsu went into his room and sat on his bed, phone in hand. Scrolling through his list of contacts, he stopped on Junho’s number. Taking a deep breath Junsu pressed the dial key and waited.
“Hello?”
“Hello hyung? It’s me Junsu.”
“Hey bro, how are you?”
Junsu sighed and proceeded to tell his brother everything starting from when he'd walked in on Yunho coming out of the shower. They’d never had any secrets between them since childhood and Junsu would always confide in Junho whenever he had any problems that he couldn’t talk to any of the other DBSK members with.
“Well I guess it’s normal to have these thoughts when you’re living in a dorm with four other good looking guys. I guess what you have to figure out now is, whether it’s just a curiosity thing, or if you really are into men … or if maybe it’s just Yunho in general.”
“But, so it’s not wrong or anything? I can’t even look at Yunho in the eye now without feeling weird and guilty.”
“Well if you ask me, I don’t think there’s anything wrong with liking someone of the same sex. It’d only be weird if you looked at me that way because that’d be incest and yea …”
Junho trailed off and Junsu shivered as his mind tried to picture his brother that way.
“Umm well, I-I haven’t really looked at any of the other three members that way. Changmin is like a younger baby brother to me and I don’t think I could imagine him in a … sexual way. Yoochun is similar to me in a lot of things and I just can’t picture him as anyone other than a real close friend. Jaejoong is … he’s sometimes like a parental figure of our group and his features are a bit feminine at times …”
“So there’s a big possibility that this whole thing might just be a ‘Yunho’ thing then.”
Junsu nodded his head even though he knew Junho couldn’t see him from where he was. “I guess…”
They talked for a bit more after that and when Junsu got off the phone fifteen minutes later, he had a smile on his face as his brother’s supportive words echoed in his head.
---
A few days later found Junsu curled up in the corner of the couch alone in the dorms pouting. He was just about to list off a bunch of excuses as to why he was tempted to look in Yunho’s direction every time he saw him when he was interrupted by the ringing of the doorbell.
Wondering if one of the members had returned but forgot to grab their keys, Junsu went over and opened the door only to be greeted by the security guard to their apartment building standing outside with a parcel in his hands. After a few exchanged greetings, the security guard handed the parcel over saying someone had just delivered it to them. Junsu thanked the man and carried the parcel inside.
Glancing at the parcel’s return address once he shut the door behind him, Junsu saw it was from his brother and his curiosity piqued. There was a ‘confidential’ sticker stuck on top and his interest in the contents of the parcel increased even more. Bypassing the couch, Junsu decided to go into his own room to open it up.
Taking a seat on his bed with a smile, Junsu wondered what it was Junho had sent him. After ripping the wrapping paper off, Junsu was left with a pink box on his lap. With a curious gaze, Junsu slowly lifted the lid off the box and gasped in surprise when he saw what was inside. In the midst of all the packing foam sat a purple dildo with a matching cock ring. A note sat to the side of the objects and in Junho’s neat handwriting it said,
In case you’re ever curious.
Junsu shoved the box into his closet, refusing to look into it anymore.
---
Chapter 12: Naked, Wet and No Longer in Denial
Chapter 11: Realizations and Discoveries
Chapter 10: Handjobs and More Kisses
Chapter 9: Reassuring Kisses
Chapter 8: One Step Closer
Chapter 7: Confessions and Misunderstandings
Chapter 6: Curiosity
Chapter 5: Awkward Moments
Chapter 4: More Toys
Chapter 3: More Experiments
Chapter 2: Research and Experiments
Chapter 1: Naked, Wet and in Denial
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A/N: And that’s the first chapter ^^ this is my first time writing HoSu so please bear with me ~~
Just letting everyone know too … the first few chapters will mainly be Junsu-centred :3 HoSu moments will appear later ^^
This was an intended one-shot idea I had in my mind, but then as I wrote, it just kept getting longer and longer OTL and just in case it wasn't clear for you all, toys will be involved 8D
Please feel free to leave me any feedback or criticism, I'll welcome any comments whether it's postive or negative as it helps me improve my writing =]
Thanks again for checking out my fic and I'll have the next chapter up in a few days ^^ ♥