you know when you get so mad and frustrated that you literally want to break shit? i just had to used all of my willpower not to throw my phone at the wall and punch shit, specifically our wall and the glass door. i am so fucking done with this bullshit. there is very little more i can take. i am so fucking sick of being stuck in the middle and ( Read more... )

trying to squeeze in a quick post before i have to go to work, unfortunately. i was soooo comfy this morning..giant kitty cuddle puddle ( Read more... )

Now and then I think of when we were together ( Read more... )

Why do I love and hate my job at the same time? It is grueling and monotonous. At times, I want to strangle someone..at times I want to scream. It is forever rewarding and saddening. It is a cycle of love, loss, and realization. My job makes me feel whole and breaks my heart, all at the same time ( Read more... )

Is it just me or is time passing unusually fast lately? I feel like I wake up every Monday morning with those monday morning blues and next thing i know it is friday night. i don't like it! i mean, don't get me wrong, i enjoy my workweek passing quickly..but that just means the weekend flies by fast too ( Read more... )

ah! so remember that whole second job in the mornings from 6:30-8:00 every weekday morning. that job that i called out of work not once, but twice for. once for my interview and again for orientation. that job that i was under the impression i would start immediately following my orientation and training. yeah. that fucking one. well i have yet to ( Read more... )

Wow. This is frustrating. I feel like i am constantly two steps behind as far as planning my life and having things run smoothly. I am not a good organizer/planner. i would get a daily planner or weekly planner but those are the types of ideas that sound great until i actually purchase said planner and write two days worth of things in it then i ( Read more... )

For every time he beat me down and made me feel worthless ( Read more... )

I have worked my ass off my entire life. In school, in sports, in my job. I work hard because I like to think that it will get me ahead. I am so tired and sad. I feel cheated and bitter and jealous. The one thing that makes me happy daily and calms me, and somehow keeps me sane, is Dean ( Read more... )

But if you want more than you think, you need more space ( Read more... )