This morning after once again pulling 16 hours in the hell pit I've been finding myself at too much lately, I finally had enough and told the agency I work for to pull me out, I'm not going back. No, not even for the 16 hour shift I was supposed to work tonight ( Read more... )

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Ive been working on my veil. Its turning out gorgeous, pearlized beads trimming tulle layer one, crystal beads trimming layer two, and heishi shell on layer three, all in white, cause I'm a virgin. ;x ( Read more... )

After a few days off I've gone full force back into working, (the days off were not by choice). Two doubles in a row and my scheduler was ringing the phone off the hook to schedule me another one today, thought I had the day off, but since I been bitching about hours and money I had to take what I could get and settled with a 12 hour ( Read more... )

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oh yeah ... i'm resurrecting this thing tonight.
as soon as I figure out how to change the email on it

I want the opposite of what I always have.
I want more than I'm ever given.
I'm never satisfied with the here and now.

Extreme. Utmost. Ultimate.It really sucks trying to live up to the ideals in my mind. Because of the fact that theyre mythological, unobtainable, unrealistic.. I file away everything thats possibly good and realistic under the ( Read more... )

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