Trip in a wood chipper and die
I'm like chewing on the inside of my lip to keep myself from responding to another asinine statement on one of my lists.
Look, you waste of a human life, just because a person doesn't worship the brightest, sunniest, deity of high society, flawless logic and refinement, just because they may be spiritually or even personally drawn to death, to the darker side of things, is not an indication that there is anything wrong with them. Its certainly not cause for your oh so high and mighty little eye brows to go up and the snide commentary to start, like such a person is little better than some mutated, diseased troll crawling out from under a bridge in search of children to feed upon; its not something that must be swept under the rug and kept away from the rest of us. The fact that your ass checks clench up that tight when faced with anything even slightly off from your pure, pristine, small and gated little world of safe normalcy more strongly indicates that there is something wrong with you. And let me tell you, I find that attitude positively hilarious coming from people that preach balance out of the other side of their mouths. If that stick gets jammed any further up your ass you're going to end up choking to death on it. And if that were to ever happen, I promise you some how, some way, I will be there, standing over you with a bucket of popcorn in my hands, and I will be laughing, laughing, laughing!!!!!!!
But I'm not. Because I already wasted one day getting into a fight with this same stupid motherfucker (the same stupid motherfucker I spend way too much time complaining about). This last one ended with him suddenly pulling out the idea that I am a transsexual (hilarious considering that I don't experience gender identity, don't identify as either male or female really, and find the weight that other people place on gender foreign to my way of thinking) and that is the only possible reason why I might object to his insistence that social norms be forcably pushed on children and the rest of humanity and the hell with any social rejects that end up getting run over in the process. Where he came up with that one is a mystery for the ages. it was merely an excuse for him to make himself appear superior (in his own mind) once again, so he could pat me on the head and spend about a page and a half telling me how he understands just how hard it must have been for me.
Bwahahahahaha!!!!! Uh ... no. No, asshole, you do not understand. You don't understand a gods damned fucking thing. Not my actual past circumstances, nor the ones you just made up in your head. I hope one day you do, I sincerely hope someone knocks you off your pedastle, that you land down here in the trenches with me. I hope you get to see first hand, I really do. I give you a week before you break, piss yourself and go hide in a corner. And I'm being mighty generous with that week.
The email I sent right before that was my last blast before I bowed out of a thread that had gone on for so fucking long because douchebag was deliberately dancing around the point people were trying to make with a lithe grace a ballerina would envy. I shouldn't have kept it going as long as it did, but it was just so hard to back out of. What he was displaying there was just the same sort of attitude that caused me to be abused for about fifteen years of my life (life is so much easier when you're normal, you would be so much better off if you were, so therefore we'll just beat you until you are and its okay, because one day you'll thank us for this), so it was hard not to try and point out the danger in his view point, all the people this set up is going to hurt, even if I know ahead of time that he's not going to care because he doesn't get it, because he worships normalcy and because he genuinely thinks there is something wrong with not wanting to get into the box. That and the way he presents himself as being so open minded, so accepting, I guess because its such a nice thing to say, makes you seem superior, but then everything else you say completely overrides that notion. That pisses me off, being open minded isn't just some pleasant little label you can trot out whenever you feel like to make yourself look good, you either are or you're not and if you're not at least be intellectually honest enough to admit it (for myself, I try to be open minded but there are some pretty severe limits to that; I prefer to think of myself as tolerant in the more traditional sense of the word, in that I support your right to believe in whatever, and live your life however you choose, but that doesn't mean I don't think you're wrong, that you're stupid, and that I might prefer your wrong stupid ass to remain at least an arm's length from my world space (and my not wanting to be your buddy is a completely different thing from community organized shunning or withholding employment you are otherwise qualified for as some form of blackmail and/or punishment because we don't like who you are; that I am not okay with, not at all)).
It was hard, after that poor little transsexual I understand your plight speech, it was hard not to come back and respond with some online equilvent of a hatchet to the crotch. But people were starting to complain (rightly so) about how off topic this was from the whole purpose of the list and I was already so completely fed up with his bullshit and not in the best mental state at the moment as it is (being on deathwatch is not fun). So I just left it as is.
I can't stand this fucking guy, I can't fucking stand him! Every little comment he has to make about goths (no I don't wear the label but I can blend decently enough into the crowd; he'd see no difference between me and them anyway and that is ultimately the point), about dark people, morbid people, anything strange and "unseemly", gods any time he says anything lately I just want to take a hammer to his face. Shut up, just shut up you insufferable asshole! Why don't you just crawl back into your pristine little ghetto where you can be safely away from everything you don't like and the rest of us can be free of your opinions and your criticism.
I can not wait until he fucks up for the last time (and he will, can't really help yourself when you don't think anything you do is wrong), pisses the list off for the last time and gets himself removed gods willing. Then I don't need to see his condescending little speeches and snide commentary coming into my internet space again. Truly, that will be a day of celebration in my house.
Look, you waste of a human life, just because a person doesn't worship the brightest, sunniest, deity of high society, flawless logic and refinement, just because they may be spiritually or even personally drawn to death, to the darker side of things, is not an indication that there is anything wrong with them. Its certainly not cause for your oh so high and mighty little eye brows to go up and the snide commentary to start, like such a person is little better than some mutated, diseased troll crawling out from under a bridge in search of children to feed upon; its not something that must be swept under the rug and kept away from the rest of us. The fact that your ass checks clench up that tight when faced with anything even slightly off from your pure, pristine, small and gated little world of safe normalcy more strongly indicates that there is something wrong with you. And let me tell you, I find that attitude positively hilarious coming from people that preach balance out of the other side of their mouths. If that stick gets jammed any further up your ass you're going to end up choking to death on it. And if that were to ever happen, I promise you some how, some way, I will be there, standing over you with a bucket of popcorn in my hands, and I will be laughing, laughing, laughing!!!!!!!
But I'm not. Because I already wasted one day getting into a fight with this same stupid motherfucker (the same stupid motherfucker I spend way too much time complaining about). This last one ended with him suddenly pulling out the idea that I am a transsexual (hilarious considering that I don't experience gender identity, don't identify as either male or female really, and find the weight that other people place on gender foreign to my way of thinking) and that is the only possible reason why I might object to his insistence that social norms be forcably pushed on children and the rest of humanity and the hell with any social rejects that end up getting run over in the process. Where he came up with that one is a mystery for the ages. it was merely an excuse for him to make himself appear superior (in his own mind) once again, so he could pat me on the head and spend about a page and a half telling me how he understands just how hard it must have been for me.
Bwahahahahaha!!!!! Uh ... no. No, asshole, you do not understand. You don't understand a gods damned fucking thing. Not my actual past circumstances, nor the ones you just made up in your head. I hope one day you do, I sincerely hope someone knocks you off your pedastle, that you land down here in the trenches with me. I hope you get to see first hand, I really do. I give you a week before you break, piss yourself and go hide in a corner. And I'm being mighty generous with that week.
The email I sent right before that was my last blast before I bowed out of a thread that had gone on for so fucking long because douchebag was deliberately dancing around the point people were trying to make with a lithe grace a ballerina would envy. I shouldn't have kept it going as long as it did, but it was just so hard to back out of. What he was displaying there was just the same sort of attitude that caused me to be abused for about fifteen years of my life (life is so much easier when you're normal, you would be so much better off if you were, so therefore we'll just beat you until you are and its okay, because one day you'll thank us for this), so it was hard not to try and point out the danger in his view point, all the people this set up is going to hurt, even if I know ahead of time that he's not going to care because he doesn't get it, because he worships normalcy and because he genuinely thinks there is something wrong with not wanting to get into the box. That and the way he presents himself as being so open minded, so accepting, I guess because its such a nice thing to say, makes you seem superior, but then everything else you say completely overrides that notion. That pisses me off, being open minded isn't just some pleasant little label you can trot out whenever you feel like to make yourself look good, you either are or you're not and if you're not at least be intellectually honest enough to admit it (for myself, I try to be open minded but there are some pretty severe limits to that; I prefer to think of myself as tolerant in the more traditional sense of the word, in that I support your right to believe in whatever, and live your life however you choose, but that doesn't mean I don't think you're wrong, that you're stupid, and that I might prefer your wrong stupid ass to remain at least an arm's length from my world space (and my not wanting to be your buddy is a completely different thing from community organized shunning or withholding employment you are otherwise qualified for as some form of blackmail and/or punishment because we don't like who you are; that I am not okay with, not at all)).
It was hard, after that poor little transsexual I understand your plight speech, it was hard not to come back and respond with some online equilvent of a hatchet to the crotch. But people were starting to complain (rightly so) about how off topic this was from the whole purpose of the list and I was already so completely fed up with his bullshit and not in the best mental state at the moment as it is (being on deathwatch is not fun). So I just left it as is.
I can't stand this fucking guy, I can't fucking stand him! Every little comment he has to make about goths (no I don't wear the label but I can blend decently enough into the crowd; he'd see no difference between me and them anyway and that is ultimately the point), about dark people, morbid people, anything strange and "unseemly", gods any time he says anything lately I just want to take a hammer to his face. Shut up, just shut up you insufferable asshole! Why don't you just crawl back into your pristine little ghetto where you can be safely away from everything you don't like and the rest of us can be free of your opinions and your criticism.
I can not wait until he fucks up for the last time (and he will, can't really help yourself when you don't think anything you do is wrong), pisses the list off for the last time and gets himself removed gods willing. Then I don't need to see his condescending little speeches and snide commentary coming into my internet space again. Truly, that will be a day of celebration in my house.