this happens every time without fail. it's like i can't handle life without being stressed out and too tired to function. it seems to be my preferred state. i'm totally fine with it right this second but i can just see me crashing at some point in the not so distant future. i am actually done with what i need to do for the rest of the day ( Read more... )

i just had the best time hanging out with rivka in LA. she's definitely one of the coolest person i know and there aren't enough hours in the day to talk about everything we want to talk about and to do all the things we want to do. well...now the thought of spending longer in Malibu doesn't seem so aweful. actually it's looking pretty good. ( Read more... )

I am so incredibly anxious and everyone is driving me crazy. I really can't stand to be around people right now, but it's kind of hard to avoid it. I can feel myself withdrawing, which is not terribly helpful. I feel like life is going on without me and that no one really sees me here. I don't really want them to see me because then they'll try to ( Read more... )

Razors pain you;
Rivers are damp;
Acids stain you;
And drugs cause cramp;
Guns aren't lawful;
Nooses give;
Gas smells awful;
You might as well live.

~Dorothy Parker

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i just took an insanely long nap! i think i was just asleep for about 4 hours. we didn't have electricity, my internet stopped working, and my dad called all at once. that was more than i could handle so i forced myself to take a nap to avoid having to talk to him ( Read more... )

let's see, what is new and exciting in my life...i had an appointment at 5 o'clock this afternoon and i totally slept through my alarm at 4:30. thank god courtney figured that i had probably fallen asleep and decided to give me a call at 5 so make sure i made it to my meeting. thanks to her i was only about seven and a half minutes late and didn't ( Read more... )

look at my new icon! shane needs to bang me!

my ballet class last night was crazy fun. challenging yet incredibly rewarding. we were attempting to be "visions of loveliness" as the instructor said. we weren't terribly successful for the most part but it was still lots of fun. the instructor is so funny and really nice. he couldn't believe that we my first ballet class ever. i guess my many ( Read more... )