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I am so incredibly anxious and everyone is driving me crazy. I really can't stand to be around people right now, but it's kind of hard to avoid it. I can feel myself withdrawing, which is not terribly helpful. I feel like life is going on without me and that no one really sees me here. I don't really want them to see me because then they'll try to talk to me and I DO NOT feel like talking, but it kind of makes me sad that I'm that disposable. I just can't deal with change and there is too much of that going on right now. Graduation, people leaving, new people coming in, Sherry's going to be in Hawaii for the next week as will Norah and Carolyn...I just need people to stop moving around so that I can have some sort of consistency for once in my life! I don't like change. I don't deal well with change. I just want to be left alone. Or maybe I don't want to be left alone. I'm not sure what I want. All I know is that I'm not a happy camper.