Well, I dealt with this disease the best way I know how, and that is ... GET DRUNK AND CRY! Went to the bars on Sunday (a week ago) with Shawns sister Sarah and her man Andrew, my brother Stephen, and friend Pammie. Good times really. I mean, up until the levees broke :) We went to Thumbs, a hole in the wall that rocks and is really my kind of ( Read more... )

THIS IS SUCH A HUGE DEAL FOR GAY RIGHTS! and in Iowa? Who knew ( Read more... )

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Karim = hot, peace-loving dude from the islands, mon.

he got into the muffin shop!! and tried again last night. but no. hard to get.

I left early from work yesterday to see shawn and just about cried. wtf. he said he'd always love me. TEAR!

aaah gotta go to group/treatment/whatev. Karim is picking me up. hell yes.

Really quick, about Tuenday - he really seemed like a pusher. You know those guys that you go down on who grab your hair or head and force you to deep throat?? I hate that shit. I think I got that impression because of how dominant he was ( Read more... )

I had my DUI class on my actually birthday (Friday) but on Saturday Alison came over and we went to the bar ( Read more... )

I remember this time last year, I had ZERO responsibilities. I mean really. I got to work, I left (usually early, very rarely did I have a 40 hour week), I drank, I slept, I showed up to work again. Pretty much it ( Read more... )

I'm starting to go crazy.

- ( Mom )

Well, i think i'm making progress ( Read more... )

( seemed like a good idea at the time... )