well yeah i just pressed enter on accedent. so if theres a blank journal sorry.pretty bored if i must say but isnt it just everyday.i just want to leave away from here.couldnt sleep last nite felt like shit hah,so i wrote a long ass song which i dunno caught some of my feelings but had alot of aggression.i do not know maybe tonite wont be to bad.i ( Read more... )

hmm alone sitting here like a fucking loser which i despise so fucking much.left alone to talk to no one.i guess what else is there to do but go to my room wooooo!:|.i guess its not like i have any friends anyway...well atleast none that call me.you know what it doesnt matter anyway........

bored bored and bored some more.what else is there to say pretty much nothin at all.emptiness is all i find when i see through the eyes of my mind-anders friden(god).yeah i'm just hoping i can see god in august at ozzfest 2005 my favorite band you know them as in flames has been moved up to main stage meaning i'm gonna have to pay more money to see ( Read more... )

Lament
Cry not,my baby.
Cry.
I know a frog ate a white moth.
The frog did not cry.
That's why he's a frog.
The moth did not cry.
Now the moth is not.
My baby,cry not.Cry.There is much to do.
I will cry too.
I will cry for you.

today what a day it was.i woke up with my lover beside me in the bed hmmm?i thought i was dreaming but she slowly kissed me and it was real! :O and i loved it the best waking up i've ever had tell you that.i spent the day with her and it was great!we went crusing and shit :)) in the lovely town of alice and yeah theres not much to cruise but we ( Read more... )

well yeah sitting around like usual and yeah its fucking pissing me off,and yeah havent recieved a phone call yet?hmm i guess shes still at work but who knows? i surely do not.i do know that i dont know how to control these moods of mine its just to much to handle sometimes.i mean one second i'm fine the next pissed off like never before or ( Read more... )

well what an intresting turn of events,friend is trippen on some idiotic thing,you know if he had some much curiosity why didnt he just fucking ask what the fuck was on his mind?why not cause its impossible cause its never what you say its what he thinks.you know right about now you know what i'm not even gonna bother i'm too fucking pissed off ( Read more... )

well things have been pretty good i guess havent updated in a while but i thought i would for all you people hanging over your seats waiting for me too:> which i think is about one person lol am i right? its okay that one person is prolly the most important.well my girlfriend got a job congrats babe;).shes working at chick fillet from like 5 to ( Read more... )

well to start it off i feel like shit physically.i got back with mi lady thats going pretty good,if your reading happy birthday lover.anyway i didnt sleep much last nite my neck was killing me my stomach was killing me,but i learned some fucking throwdown woo! hmmm i learned like #3,5,6,7,8,9,10 yeah i dont really know the names just a fan of the ( Read more... )

today what a shitty day it was,alone with no one to get my daily confort from.the pain fills me more and more as the time passes.i dont know what to do,i'm lost really and its only been one fucking day.i just dont know what the fuck happened,i dont know what i'm going to do i guess i'll just go be depressed and cry like a little bitch in the corner ( Read more... )