bored what else is new
well yeah i just pressed enter on accedent. so if theres a blank journal sorry.pretty bored if i must say but isnt it just everyday.i just want to leave away from here.couldnt sleep last nite felt like shit hah,so i wrote a long ass song which i dunno caught some of my feelings but had alot of aggression.i do not know maybe tonite wont be to bad.i hope it would hurry up and get here cause yeah this fucking house is pissing me off like never before.theres nothing for me to do but sit here and it kills me.i just need something to help me rid myself of all this stress i find in me.i need something to rid me of all the sadness i feel for what? i dont fucking know it just happeneds.whatever i need i know i probably couldnt have it cause yeah it just works that way for me.never can i get a steady flow of happiness.......