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Vacation - wohoo
Guess what?
I have my summer vacation!!!!
I'm so excited, so many changes are going to happen this summer, and when I start school again I will have my last year in high school. I can't believe it. After that, my dream will not only be something I will follow, I'm gonna make it happen x)
So this summer I'll move to a new house, it's a really big one ( Read more... ) -
6th november
My braces are gone! After three years! It feels so strange in my mouth now, but I feel great having my old smile again! I took three tests today and I was so unprepared and sick, coughing several times when it was supposed to be quiet. Sorry about that. I must have bothered quite a few classmates. Well, it feels good having all the tests done now. ( Read more... ) -
already 9 weeks?
Hi guys. Sorry for the major lack of update. I’m not gonna come with a bunch of excuses so I’ll just leave it with a note that I haven’t had the energy to keep it up, sorry about that. Anyway, since I have my one week vacation now I’ll at least update y’all with something new. Like that I’ve bought a new dress that I thought would fit well for the ( Read more... ) -
always keep the faith
I never really felt this way...
until I finally saw this...
Like reality just hit me...
it stings so bad in my heart
If it would happen...
A piece of my dream would die together with you
I love you, please stay strong
//love, Chimy
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I guess all of the Big Bang fans out there know about Dae Sung’s terrible accident. I was so sad hearing about it since I just recently started to love and support Big Bang. I’m also happy that the surgery for dear Dae Sung went well and that he’ll probably be back on his legs in a couple of weeks. I really hope he won’t rush it because of his ( Read more... ) -
Attempt of a new start
I’m so stressed out. If I don’t make it, I would feel like a piece of me dying. The feeling of hopelessness will take all the energy I have left. I can’t take it anymore. So many years have passed already. The feeling of embarrassment grows. The pressure hides in all corners. Why can’t I just face it? I’m not perfect, and I know I will never be. I ( Read more... ) -
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I don’t want to be a bad person, I don’t want to be a bad person, I don’t want to be a bad person.
But sometimes you have to. A few solutions can’t be reached without hurting at least someone. But it never feels right. I can’t follow my heart anymore, because whether action I choose to take it still feels wrong. I don’t know what to do anymore.
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07 August 2009
Daily life update with loads of pictures x)
Well, my week has felt really stressful, altough I'm still in my summer vacation, believe it or not. I don't even have any deadlines for anything so I don't know what's wrong with me. Well, I've been thinking a lot and I suspect some issues I believe might be the main reasons for this. I'm still thinking ( Read more... ) -
Finished watching the Big Bang documentary
I’ve ended up having such a big respect for YG. I wish I could have a chance performing for him. If I just could get the opportunity to train until I reach my limits and to get tested outside my comfort zone, I would feel like my purpose of living would be completed. To have a bunch of people around you that you don’t want to disappoint, since they ( Read more... ) -
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-"It is better to be hated for who you are,
than being loved for who you are not."
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