I am happy I'm working a lot this summer: for the money, and so that I can be busy and not feel pressured to "be around". I know that sounds weird. Lately, the idea of being alone sounds good. I'm not depressed or anything, just overwhelmed. I mean, I'm still here for my close friends, but I don't really need all of the sorta-friends.
my grandpa died this morning. it's weird. i didn't sob like i imagined i would have. i was expecting the call for months. death makes me really uncomfortable.