So I am home and no one cares except for a small few, but thats what I expected. All the people who get me the best are now scattered along the eastern seaboard.

Everything is so weird. Kristen and I have not left each others side for the past 4 months, we even moved our beds together and slept next to each other the past few nights. And this morning, she moved out. My parents came and took the bulk of my things so my room is back to all white nothingness. Tonight I'm sleeping in Gwenns room cause mine is ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel like my life is a movie.

I'm sitting at the library with my friends while they do work and I do nothing. Although I have a paper I could be writing and a huge spanish final i could be studying for, i just dont have it in me. Schoolwork has taken over my life recently and today is the first day in forever that i dont absolutely have it done for tomorrow. So, whatever.

I ( Read more... )

I have been staring at this blank screen for a while now and still cant possibly find a way of expressing whats going on in my mind. When summer starts I want to dissapear for a while on the moon. Sometimes i swear my insecurities will eat me alive. I dont want to be like that, I dont want to be like that at all and thats what makes it hard to deal ( Read more... )

Im coming home in a week and its gonna be weird. Thats not to be offensive to my friends at home but I was gone for 9 months. I have to live at home again. I have to drive a car again, i cant just walk back at 5 am and not worry about whos gonna know where i have been. I have to get a real job again,  and work a shit load. Probably two jobs. All my ( Read more... )

Last philosophy class tomorrow, last thirsty thursday at dan's apartment. I can't believe how fast time goes by, i cant believe i graduated nearly a year ago, and that i made it through a whole entire year away at college. It blows my mind. I'm still 15, right?

I WENT TO THE GYM

WITH KRISTEN

This is me procrastinating ( Read more... )

I want a time machine. How quickly can we make this happen?