Pisces (19 Feb - 20 Mar)

You emotions have dried up a bit, and the feeling isn't entirely unpleasant. Your deep and wild feelings have cooked under the heat of intense interactions. Instead of dreaming on the sidelines, you have become a player in the game. Don't worry; the waters will return. In the meantime, enjoy your newfound ability to think ( Read more... )

hello world. i am laying in my bed. its 3 am. listening to dark side of the moon. thinking. my life, you know?

i think i might just say fuck it right now. just close my eyes and listen.

Sunday, 22 July, 2007
Pisces (19 Feb - 20 Mar)

No matter which way you are swimming, the current seems always to be going the other way. It feels like everyone is working against you. Whatever you do, step around that all too familiar Piscean victim consciousness. You really don't have time or energy to waste on such selfish behavior. Everything is ( Read more... )

I have never felt this way in my life. I have always had someone, and then bam- all of a sudden time flies and i have been single for a year. It never bothered me until this summer. I always enjoyed the freedom but the single life has nothing to offer me anymore. It gets me nowhere but situations i no longer care to be in. I want someone to leave ( Read more... )

I'm off today finally and surprise fucking surprise its shitty out. So, I'm laying in my bed watching a lifetime movie and sophie and danny are making me a pork roll egg and cheese. These past few days some people have sorely dissapointed me and just straight up pissed me off. I am so god damn sick of feeling like I'm not good enough, not pretty ( Read more... )

i hate boys. for real this time.

If there is one thing I've become good at it is not expecting, not attaching, not leaning too hard. Thick thick thick skin-- no more heartbreak, no more dissapointment, thick thick thick walls. Why open up to someone when you dont know where they will be the next day and in what company, if they even really care. who cares? Funny question that i ( Read more... )

Damn, i guess your right. Lazy me, not wanting to work 6 shifts in 3 days. I will have killed myself by day 2, promise ( Read more... )

I wish i wasnt such a bum. I need to find a job soo bad. I applied at pasquales and a flower place. Both are day jobs so i can work at cold stone a few nights a week and make tips there so most of my paycheck money can go in the bank for next year. I need to be rolling in money soon. Besides that, things are pretty good. People are fun. Im excited ( Read more... )

...and how could I possible NOT have changed?