Eleventh Ink Drop [Accidental Voice]

[chiisaichou]

[After hearing about Vash's death - Miyabi slammed her journal shut and threw it as far and hard as she could before she actually heard him die - the little Poncle tried her hardest to take her mind of things. But it was hard to really do anything with her state of mind. So, she's currently standing on the highest possible branch of Ammy's tree. It

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[voice] /stalk//emo-prod/

[sniperkingftw]

[;; this train has so many passengers. But damn if this isn't one of the most heartbreaking DX]

[He'd hug you if you were hereeeee.] Miyabi.

[Usopp is not the type to say 'don't cry.' He really hates seeing anyone so sad, though.] It's- it'll be okay.

[voice] - /makes train noises.

[chiisaichou]

[She'd appreciate the hug, given you not squash her flat. She hears her name, but doesn't really make any real movements to show she heard it. The little words that follow are heard, however, and Miyabi does appreciate them. Deep, deep, deep down past the sadness and sorrow and pain she really does. She voice is soft and shaky as she squeaks out--]

Stupid, stupid idiot... [She sniffs.] What should I do?

[voice] all aboard~

[sniperkingftw]

[Usopp, like most OP crew members, has some experience in the dead friend and/or relative department. He's quiet for a minute, trying to think of the right words because it's hard to think of something to say for a change.]

W-when someone- [Can't say the word because OUCH.]- you- It's different when they'll be coming back, it's not like usual. Even if still feels like you won't see them, so. So.

I don't know what to do either.

I'm sorry. [His voice breaks a bit at that.]

[voice] - Choo choo~!

[chiisaichou]

[D'aaw, Usopp, you're going to make her cry all over again. In fact, Miyabi actually shudders and makes a soft whimpering noise, but breathes in and out to steady herself. Doesn't stop two most drippy tears from hitting the pages of her journal, though. She raises her head a little and swallows the lump in her throat.]

C-Coming...back? [No, she doesn't know. She kind of skipped over some parts of the guide - or got bored of reading all of it.] H-How...that's not--!! It's not possible.

[At least she doesn't think so. It'd be nice, of course, to have him back, but Miyabi can't fathom that fact. It goes against every little thing she believe in. Life is, in a sense, death. We begin to die the moment we are born. Still, the lives we live, and the people we meet, make dying all the less painful. And she always believed that heaven waited for the truly golden people in the world, and was trying to cheer herself up envisioning Vash there. This, though, derailed everything she knew.]

[Voice]

[20mask]

[That sounds like someone's... Crying?

Yes, it does. Akira is torn between intruding or not, he doesn't want to intrude but... She's crying, he can't ignore that either, can he?]

Miss?

[Voice]

[chiisaichou]

[Intrude away, Miyabi needs someone to take her mind off the death of her friend. The pain was intense, and she wasn't prepared for something like this. The voice comes as a bit of a surprise, but she doesn't show any emotion as to said surprise.]

Hello...

[Voice]

[20mask]

Miss... Can I help you?

[She did sound in pain, he wants to help, but without knowing the cause he isn't even sure what to say.]

My name's Akira Ijyuin, if there's anything I could do for you I would be happy to help.

[Voice]

[chiisaichou]

[No one could really help right now. Miyabi knew this, and only half-accepted it. It would be painful, but she'd have to live with the pain until she beat it out of herself and cheered up somehow.]

I-I--...I'm Miyabi. [She sniffles, and wipes her face, though the tears don't stop that easily.] I'm sorry, I...was just thinking. Don't worry. It's fine. I'm fine.

It's a p-pleasure to...m-meet you~

[She's trying, she really is.]

[Voice]

[skulljokelol]

[...] Miyabi-san?

[Voice]

[chiisaichou]

Brook... Is it really true?

[She knows it is, but she just needs a little closure. Her voice is a bit muffled, as the little painter hasn't really moved her head up from her lap, yet.]

[Voice] Wow, I never got the notif for this. I am SO sorry!

[skulljokelol]

[He can relate. He asked Sanji the same thing, even though he himself helped to move Vash's body]

It is. I wish it weren't, but is is.

[voice] - No worries, I know how that goes sometimes. |D;

[chiisaichou]

[Ouch. Yeah...Miyab kind of hates this place a lot now. And she's going to go very quiet, but shake, hold herself, and bite her lip to stop from sobbing again. It's hard, especially since her tears falling onto the journal are a telltale sign she's crying all over again. When she speaks again, it's obvious her voice is strained and she's trying desperately to keep it even.]

I-I...Th-Thank you for t-t-telling me, Br-Brook. I--Vash is...He's--

[She doesn't know what to say. The pain of losing someone so kind and and part of her "family" is unbearable.]

[Voice]

[i_like_fluffy]

...Miya...

[Voice]

[chiisaichou]

[Oh, Stitch, Miyabi's sorry to make you and everyone else worry about her. She just needed to get this out of her system, and seeing as how painting failed her, this was the second best way. The wind ruffles her hair and clothes again, but she stays secure on the high branch of the cherry blossom tree.

Looking up, she puts on a weak smile and thinks to herself. Come on, girl, cheer up. Sadness only brings more sadness. Vash wouldn't like it if you were moping, right? You helped cheer him up, so how about yourself for a change?]

Stitch. I-I'm okay. R-Really. [Sniffle.] I-It's just hard. It's just hard and it hurts a little. I'm sorry...

[Voice]

[i_like_fluffy]

Stitch find Miya? [Stitch understands about grief in other people, he's just not so great on feeling it himself. He's just worried about his friend. And wants to give her a hug.]

[Voice]

[chiisaichou]

Y-You don't have to, Stitch... [She really would love the company, but she doesn't want to place her burden on you. It wouldn't be fair to do something like that. This pain was hers to bear and overcome. Still--]

...Do you know what a cherry blossom tree looks like?

[Voice]

[crisis_rain]

[Raven is still badly fatigued from the last incident. But he hasn't heard about his buddies death yet. He's still threading with him! He has heard Miyabi crying through the journals and the least he could do was try to cheer her up somehow. He owes her for not abandoning him in the snow.]

Miya darlin'? You alright?

[Voice]

[chiisaichou]

[For once, she actually does look up a little at this voice. Trying to calm herself down as best she could, Miyabi sniffles, wipes her face, and forces a smile onto her face.]

O-Oh! Raven...Are you--You're feeling better? [She tries to hide the quiver in her voice. It's hard, though.] N-No...I'm fine. It's fine. Pl-Please don't w-worry about me, heh~

[Voice]

[crisis_rain]

I'll be jus' fine. Slept like a log on Yuri's couch, though I think Repede took a number one on me...

Come on ya can trust me, tell me what's up! Ya know I'm not psychic. Be better ta let it out than keep it in anyway.

[Voice]

[chiisaichou]

[Well, he was right. Still didn't make talking about it any less painful, though. So, Miya takes a deep breath to calm her nerves, before speaking quietly.]

It's just...O-One of--My friend...he--[She utters a gasping breath, and the words kind of spill out.]

He passed away.